My guides will be there for me and they will help me to overcome my fears and doubts within their own realms! I don't need that book anyways, is that the reason i get answers that don't feel right to me? I will see what will happen this night.
Also the thing which bothers me is that within the earth planes, nothing can materalize at will, but at the will of the cosmos because RULES exist for those that live within this realm. I think the planes I will experience will be the same kind! Otherwise i would have seen those scary (deities) in great detail anyways in real life and the dream world! Yes even the dream world is being ordered, FOR ME. I noticed that! Because i remember my fears, and they won't get materialized in my dreams. Even when bad experiences occur within the dream, everything turns pitch black and there's an entirely new surrounding a few momemts later and sometimes some people are gone.
If Earth is bounded by the universal rules, i am sure those rules can imply on me as well within the astral planes! I surrender myself to this powerful force even more right now and it will help me... for sure!
Deities just aren't allowed to come over you to frighten you. I don't believe in this anymore because higher forces would guide and eventually shield you for this until you aren't afraid of it anymore and understand it. Reality!
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