Quote Originally Posted by IA56 View Post
Why do it have to be church...Christ said....he is not in any buildings and I have own experience about Christ energy....it is the same as Buddha....I think I have already decided if there is a side to choose....I have long experience about churches and I do not want to be in any cult as I see religions....it is a cult if there is a thought system to follow....I like to take in esoteric thoughts though....I have had many ahah´s with Kabbalah and the three of life.....the crossroad was more if I will build up a routine with meditation or not....I have meditated many years...I have had a long pause and the crossroad is about if I go back to meditation or not....I am already in Christ/Buddha energies.....

I need more discussions about the what we call reality and truth....it may be difficult or not
i find the analogy of the crossroads specifically means you have a choice between the sacred and the profane. meditating is good for clarifying *choices* and *needs* including other people. i dunno its up to you, that or what brings you the clarity you want?

truth and reality have been abolished. you have to find it in you. no external powers-that-be are calling you normal anymore. you have time to decide if what you have learned in spirituality, you are going to apply all by yourself. or, are you going to abide in somebody else's reality creatin'. there are masters that will give you a decent place but i suspect you are already too "big" for that, IA56.

there just is no external solution ultimately. you need answers... the answer is you .