I have been trying to cultivate less of a reliance on other people in spiritual matters. I want more so to rely on my experiences and intuition--but there is a problem: negs. these things spread deception and falsities and make it hard to make spiritual realizations, and in addition to these things, there may have been a lifetime in which i was deceptive myself--one effecting me for the last several years, possibly.
I'm working hard to clear the negs, but i'm wondering if anyone has any suggestions for developing self reliance, or, "the path of the master" in hostile enviorments.