Thanks for the reply.

Yes actually I had none of the odd sensations I get while doing energy work in meditation. I had just woken up, got up for a second to turn off the alarm in my truck (yes I was sleeping in my big rig with the engine running) laid back down because I still had time to sleep. I told myself I wanted to rest my eyes and rest but NOT to fall asleep because I had to get up and get going soon.

As I closed my eyes poof there it was, clear as day. I was laying down, and the only thing I could think was "What the... " and it faded away and tried to get it back etc.

I've worked on trying to get this back, only managed once, and other times its been so close things slightly popping in and out, but never really being able to summon a full view.

Its so tiny too like looking almost through a toilet paper roll hole.

I am positive I have some blockages when I do my energy work. I am also on SSRI's (Zoloft) in a small dose right now. I went on it a long time ago because I had a bad reaction to blood pressure medication and had real bad ringing in the ears. The zoloft helped it. Now its years later and I still can't get off of it without massive side effects.

When I do energy work I cannot get any emotion or any type of reaction stimulating primary centers such as solar plexus and heart, throat etc. I seem to be able to move to my head and forehead no problem, and the BASE for some reason is where all my energy is pooled. I can feel my feet, My base, genitals and the spot between the genitals and belly button all really well. All the rest is really bad.

I have lower back problems, and wonder if that has anything to do with it. Is there a way to use accupuncture or something similar to clear blockages or do you need to just work more energy around that area?

Thanks again for all the info. It does make sense. Robert's book describes similarly what you said, like your copy is out there and you have a brief link with it etc. I don't know what it is, but it sure was cool!!!