The first post describes how to formulate self out of all this chaos. Next is the eating of the snake's tail and thus returning to free will - which the mind never did abandon. Destroying things is a matter of judging yourself strong, in ways. As those negs have left your choice(s) immaculate, you are not going to need them. Because you trust that your life is your own - not so silly - it can grow obvious that you are more the master than the fool. Trust only that you are perfect, reality is perfect, strength is safe and sound. A weaking appears in those negs called your "opportunity for release" - and only you need to be there for the exaction of faith! It can take several attempts, however ultimately, truth > pain and it's inevitably going to be about who you always will be - not a damn moron. Have fun. olyris