opening kundalini

[Pilar]

Again, I'm not convinced he can 'turn off' what he is now experiencing, but rather adapt as quickly as possible to his new-found awareness by 1) getting some support from someone who has already been through this extreme type of awakening and stabilized and 2) implementing some strict mind-control techniques immediately. Buddhists are great for this, they have really got alot of excellent exercises to learn how to control one's mind and thus one's manifestations...someone peaceful and positive like Thich Nhat Hanh, or a book like "Wherever You Go, There You Are" by Jon Kabat-Zinn are really accessible. And I would encourage your friend to look at the 'ORMUS' movement threads on the web because he will find others who have done what he has done and he may find some comfort in connecting/hearing the stories of others who are suffering what he is.

best of luck to your friend
light, love, chi
Pilar

[Christian]

I too opened the master circuit to early and the way I found out of it and becoming stabilized was learning how to integrate the experience in myself and my life by doing a lot of daily meditation and reflection.

Though it was terrfiying at times I don't regret opening up kundalini because the positive effects is widely greater than the neagtive ones.

The only way out is through, in my opinion.

Love, light and power

Christian

[Pilar]

Christian,

Would you be willing to say a little bit about what your experiences were like? Did you have the snake vision as part of your experience?

Pilar

[Christian]

Pilar

My experience was a feeling of tremendous energy running up my body. I was in deep trance, being put there by a hypnotherapist and I saw circles in the sky. I asked him about that and he said it had something to do with interplanetary things, not sure what he meant but I was being told by a healer with who I contacted my spririt guide, that I come from a different planet than earth and my guide told me I have incarnated on earth 150 times and this was my last incarnation on earth. So when I put things together I believe that those circles has something to do with my true homeplanet. Not sure though

And when I had this enormous energy flow inside of me I noticed something similar to sweat but not sweat was being secreted from my body and I smelled it and it smelled really good. Really not sure what it was though.

The energy flow was all of my chakras from root to crown being put on hyperspeed. After that event the energy flow decreased and it have peaked a number of times but not to that hyperspeed, sometimes close to it though. I have been meditating a lot to bring the energy flow under control (a real challenge) and now it is under control. And I notice it increases from day to day and I know I will be able to have a enormous amunt energy circulating my system and be in full control of it all. But how long it will take is a question I don't know the answer to.

Peace love and power

Christian

[star]

I haven't Experienced an Kundalini experience as strong as the ones I've seen mentioned. My own experience was strong though. Shaktiapt, Kundalini sent strong hot energy to my heart for a few weeks. It was sorta like a constant heartburn. Regardless of my good eating habits and excersise.

[Christian]

Kundalini seems to be existing on a large scale, from soft to extremely powerful.

[Pilar]

Thanks for sharing, Christian. It sounds like a profound experience. I am certain I have read of that 'secretion' you mentioned. Perhaps in Hinduism? I bet Tom would know.

I would like to know more about kundalini. I had an awakening/consciousness altering experience two years ago that completely ruined my life. It took me two years to recover from it. It was completely devestating, not positive at all! It came from a 'transmission' from a martial arts 'master', who then abandoned me in a psychotic state. It was awful, actually. Extremely traumatic. I guess that is why I never recommend people 'go looking' for kundalini experiences.

I don't think I have full kundalini by any means. I am not sure how to interpret it. It wasn't a snake. It was actually quite frightening. I think my teacher at the time described it as "the door to insanity being thrown open". Of course, one is supposed to be at the level where one can handle it. Having had alot of trauma in my life, I literally began to relive it, and could not separate the present from the past. It f*d me up severely, and I felt completely destroyed and humiliated by the devestation it caused in my life and career. I had to leave my job and my life and go into total retreat to recover. It took me two years to restabilize. I lost pretty much everything--friends, work connections, even my home and job. I have had to rebuild my life and sense of self all over again.

Since then, I have gone straight back to the basics. Daily meditation, yoga, lovingkindness, solitude, journalling, etc. I am just now beginning to learn astral projection. I have not returned to my martial arts practice.

Anyways, it was hard. I guess I just needed to throw that out there. People go looking for bliss. I would like people to be aware that there may be things erupt for them that may be extremely difficult to deal with.

[Christian]

I don't either have full kundalini activation. Living with it would be too much for me right now. I work on increasing the energy gradually to be able to live with fully activated kundalini. I believe one can live with fully activated kundalini but that takes a great amount of practice and time. Not to mention the energy skills needed. So if I'm doing things right and am heading in the right direction maybe full kundalini activation is possible in this lifetime. But no need to hurry, follow the flow and things will develop naturally.

Recovering from my kundalini episode took three years for me. Or should I say learning to deal with energy at all, balancing my energy flow and be able to handle the greater amount of energy.

For me my kundalini peak experience felt like someone was running a great amount of electricity through my torso and out the top of my head. Really really great amounts of energy.

I too have some traumas in my past life and working on healing them has helped balancing the energy a bit. But the thing that has helped undoubtly the most is my daily energy meditations.

Kundalini should be worked on gradually and it's important to be able to stop when the energy becomes to much and not push oneself.

I don't regret awakening kundalini because it turned out to be a source of happines and bliss in my life and a great way of healing myself. So it's possible to have a psychosis from dealing with kundalini, I had. But I must add that I was mentally unstable at the time, before awakening kundalini. I still ask myself the question "What would the situation have been like if I wasn't mentally unstable at that time?" I guess I will never know. But that question starts to fade because now I'm well and am looking forward to a life in happines, peace and harmony.

Love, Christian

[Pilar]

Thank you for sharing, Christian, that's very affirming to hear. I too, have found wellness after an extremely challenging time, and that is a good place to be. I think the experience caused me to commit even more deeply to my practices, and forced me to strive toward finding new ones that would help me cope with the new energy in my system.

I wasn't mentally unstable at the time of awakening, I thought I was really prepared. I was practicing gung fu 5 hours a day, meditation, worked with a healer, done physical detoxing, you name it. I was the strongest physically and mentally I've ever been. That's why I went looking, and I did go looking, and push it, demand it even, from my lineage. The psychosis was hiding in my subconscious from past traumas I had blocked out with PTSD amnesia.

I received the transmission over the period of 3 weeks, with a senior student who was highly unstable, and a master who definitely wasn't on a healing path. I think they meant well, but were unprepared to deal with what happened to me, and so they abandoned me altogether, which was a complete betrayal. I was stuck in a foreign country without enough money to get back home and ended up sleeping on people's couches, in someone's garage at one point, in two different Buddhist monasteries, then housesitting, worktrading, etc. Very unstable living conditions.

When the energy flooded my system, it wasn't one single event. It rose steadily for 3 weeks until it hit a total crisis point. I had all the energy rush up to my head and then couldn't ground it back down. I think there were significant blocks in my frontal orbit that prevented the energy from completing the cycle naturally. All that energy in my head caused the psychosis. Amplified thoughts & emotions, full-blown empathic & psychic abilities, etc. I had to learn to cope with all this meant.

That crisis led me to discover many new healing systems, and I have increased power, focus and skill now, as well as enhanced psychic ability. I am finding alot of peace and healing through the Healing Tao exercises. I also left my yang-style combative martial arts for chi gung--all in all, I think my experience was karmic--I believe I am evolving from a warrior into a healer. I do not regret my experience either.

Thanks for sharing your Light
Pilar

[Christian]

Thanks for sharing Pilar. I too find it affirming to hear about your experiences. Seems we share some.

I too believe my peak kundalini experience is related to karma and also to my development through incarnations.

I remember being around six years old and having a very profound experience, feeling love and energy circulating my system. Then a trauma happened that took this away from me (I saw my chakras closing down internally.) I sense smiliratities between kundalini energy and that loving energy (it probably was kundalini in a more natural and healed system).

My path is to heal myself and return to that natual loving state. And I think that the things that has happened in the past seven years is to awake me to my true path. And it feels so right thinking, feeling and living this and for me it's so true. The bad experiences definitely had a deeper meaning to them. I couldn't see it when it happened but time has showed me so.

Kundalini can destroy you as you've and I've experienced. Kundalini is natural to its nature, I would say the force of gods, and the wisest thing is to develop slowly and not force things. It's all about to go with the flow. Tuning in on kundalini with love and respect and you have an unlimited source for healing, energy and development.

Interesting about blocking out traumas. I have a big trauma in my past (the one above) and I did block it out completely. I discovered it before my kundalini peak experience but it definitely played a big role in my negative experiences from the increased energy.

Grounding the energy back down is so important I think. I too have had problems with too much energy in my head.

Light, love and power, Christian.