Pure magic: It's a fun way to survive.

[Antares]

So, the story continues again. This night was the most intensive one, typically for the sun in scorpio every year to me.

I was focused on cleansing, healing, gaining mental clarity and light before sleeping. During the night I was under intensive "attack" of different voices, pretending that they are "mentoring" me, particularly one male voice which probably was the same as I mentioned before. During a recent months it was trying to control me in a very manipulative ways; trying to convince me to many things, like that I will be seriously ill, going to hospital and other basically not positive stuff. I was resisting it more and more. Tonight it seemed like a big battle. I woke up several times and concentrating very, very intensively on light. The voice didn't give up its manipulations, constantly trying to deceive me, the skill in which it is perfect: I know no human who is so good at manipulating others! I clearly heard this voice in my mind.

So I was absorbing enormous amounts of light from the highest levels. It started clearly to fight back with me in a various ways.

Ultimately, when I returned to sleeping the last time, and when awakening the last time, I felt a strong amount of light by some kind of angelic being (or something like that) who put it into my body for healing purposes, somewhere around the lower tan t'ien - 2nd chakra. It tried to replenish the black energy on one of my body's sides. I was shocked: it turned out the black energy is actually an intelligent, negative spirit-being, it was residing in my body, and apparently it was the source of that voice... I saw it clearly with my inner eyes. Then I heard that voice again, shouting at me: "Go to the hospital!!! I'm telling you!!!". At the same time, when I heard this voice, this black energy quickly moved elsewhere in my body, like escaping in fear because of that light. Unfortunetely it successfully moved away. I decided therefore to not go to work today, and take a very intensive healing ritual to remove this negative spirit from my body. BTW I'm pretty surprised that it was inside, as before I thought it was communicating with me rather from outside... I'm hoping that the ritual removed it for good.

This recalled me the fact that the ancient medicine was concerned basically with healing by removing negative spirits from the body!

I had many dreams about a negavite, manipulative black being for recent years - it took different shapes, but always was black, always trying to cause fear in me, always trying to dominate. One of the last dreams, few months ago, this black being was a serpent - abnormally quick: it could move 10 or 20 meters in less than 1 second! I tried to fight it back in the dream, but it was too skillful to catch. So I tried to go to another room and close the door behind me, leaving this being in the previous room - but again it was unsuccessful, as it somehow found the way to slide into the room...

[Antares]

I don't want to make a journal or anything like this here, but share some experiences, which others may find possibly insightful.

A number of coincidences in my life in the recent weeks is so big that one could become a paranoid if wasn't aware that the world is so different from what we usually think of it.

I think that negative being I mentioned in the previous post was basically responsible for my health issues. I did some detoxification, eating almost nothing during the day. It clearly helped with cleansing.

Just before a sleep I used peace medititation. The effect lasted for few hours. Nevertheless I awoke again in the night, feeling totally peaceful this time, and like regenerating. I decided to absorb some light energy then... and everything started again! The "force battle" inside I mean. I was fighting on will with negative beings. I fell asleep a couple of times, and everytime awakening, having every single time some bad dreams.

But the most interesting was one moment, when I "awoke" while still sleeping - i.e. I gained suddenly a consciousness in the astral realm. I saw astral area around me. I recognized that I'm out of my body, feeling energy, and that I can move anywhere, so I was wondering what to do; nothing came to my mind so I decided to go anywhere. Only I thought about it, and some powerful force pulled in me into my physical body in blink of an eye. When I was pulled in, I suddenly felt a very strong, dark, now a bit gray, very digusting and slimy evil being in the area of my head and neck. It was totally mad - only two eyes in the dark fog looking at me with demonic anger like from the worst horrors. Without a word I received a telepathic transmission of threatening from it. I was quickly pulled in trying at the same time to cleanse it, although it was very powerful - was my feeling. Then I awoke, loosing this awareness, not sure what happened next.
Just before being pulled in I heard some being (looking like a mentor or guide) talking to me calmly, but strongly: "the seven-acceptance is required". I was analysing what it meant. My guess is that this was a reference to 7 charkas - each one requiring the disctinctive "acceptance" (agreeing to be open). I was also hearing some voices on activation of chakras, codes, atomic level; or advices to quicken my vibration in order to get rid of the negative being(s).

Today morning came my sister, and to my surprise she joked: "oh, ghosts are here!", looking at me. I was having white blouse on. I asked "what ghosts", so she replied still joking: "there are white ghosts and dark ghosts here!".

My interpretation of this hard night is the following: when I fell asleep, I was somehow removed from my physical body entiriely, while the battle continued with help of some benevolent spirits ("white ghosts"). By a coincidience I gained the consciousness when in the astral body. Then I was pulled in, watching the dark, angry spirit, mad because of what was happening.

[Antares]

There is an interesting idea about magic in the ancient Egyptian beliefs. They considered will and power to be of secondary importance to consciousness / higher perception.

If the latter is lacking, you may want and force (as you have a free will), particularly by use of mafic, what you really do not wanted, but you only think that you want that. The calmness of mind in all the circumstances is essential to everything. This seems to be the key to the beyond-universe, and the universe itself.

[olyris]

There is an interesting idea about magic in the ancient Egyptian beliefs. They considered will and power to be of secondary importance to consciousness / higher perception.

If the latter is lacking, you may want and force (as you have a free will), particularly by use of mafic, what you really do not wanted, but you only think that you want that. The calmness of mind in all the circumstances is essential to everything. This seems to be the key to the beyond-universe, and the universe itself.

The religion of Buddha says that the source of suffering is desire, or thirst. The Devil had an answer to Jesus, thirst for glory. He ascended to Heaven, or died or something.

[Antares]

The religion of Buddha says that the source of suffering is desire, or thirst. The Devil had an answer to Jesus, thirst for glory. He ascended to Heaven, or died or something.

After centuries of not desiring anything, he would understand what a big mistake he made thinking this way.

BTW didn't Buddha desired to reach Heaven?

[olyris]

After centuries of not desiring anything, he would understand what a big mistake he made thinking this way.

BTW didn't Buddha desired to reach Heaven?

Desiring to reach Heaven, or desiring to reach Nirvana is the same quote by a band: "Rape me, my friend" and it is as literally allegorical as "God and me are twins." Now, God Himself is a wise man and would never identify you as his brother. Also, human beings know to believe in something like the truth, not just their bodies. The situation could be somewhat solved by believing in a Higher Power, but absolved completely by believing in the right mind instead of the worried. In the worried mind is a hunt, for her that I know I can not have. But! In the right mind, is a gathering, of what I have for my brothers. And, I have more for them than rape.

Got this? Got religion, final.

[olyris]

Got this? Got religion, final.

One thing more - with religion final, that you have brothers and sisters, how many days are going to be spend enjoying the wine and the bread of light, instead of the Queen (of England, or Cleopatra, or your mum).

Well, as many as it takes to say, "The Path of the Hero is Wisest." - Adonai! olyris