Reality creation/Thought manifestation

You create what you believe to be things that cause you joy. When you want something, usually you would not as specifically care to what degree it brings that. Insofar as you have an enthusiastic and spontanous desire for a particular thing, You will consciously manifest as quickly and easily as you think it purely. Pure thoughts are free will, by the way, so it doesn't matter that you love them bad. Joy - beginning to end - will suffice your Creator (you) and that is all that you will need to discover about the whole thing:

"Is this my heart's desire, and was that deep enough?"
Yes then serendipity is on your side, have fun.