Originally Posted by
Shanunski
Right. You see, what he has said, much of it goes right along with some dreams I have had, big dreams that have come to pass. I came across his work just as I was getting all tagled up with what you might call a dark spirit. A woman whos web I got caught horrobly up in. It nearly destroyed me and I am still recovering, though I still dont even really understand what the F%*#k happened. But the reptillian stuff got all tangled up in it with me. Unless, perhaps, she was one of them. There were signs. And though I was with her for 9 months, she seemed to have some serious control over my emotions right from the start, and I really just thought it was all "meant to be", my "soul mate". It was that intense. It was bizarre, the strange coincidences. At the end, while I was discovering all of this information about the Lizzies, she had some sort of little incident. She was on Lortabs, and laying on her couch, and she said her eyes were closed and she started having these little glimpses of visions. She said she felt her eyes close sideways, like a lizzie. Felt these feelings like that. I had had a dream where I saw this shadow lure her upstairs then enter her body and lodge itself beside her heart. Then she started walking towards me to embrace me with this thing inside of her. I was too protective of her to just get the f out. There was this sort of thing she did in the end where she knew what I was talking about when I was miles away. 50 miles away. I was talking to a guy at work about her and how I had gone thousands of dollars into debt since I got with her, trying to take care of her, waiting for her to get her strength back as her ex husband had suddenly died of a heart attack 3 years before at 43. In any case, she just "happened" totext message me at that moment with a simple message. "Just tell me how much I owe you." Not only did she know what I was talking about, but she also managed to make me feel guilty about it. There were other such coincidences. So you see, I am trying to understand if his books maybe just somehow screwed my thinking up, or if I just happened to encounter one, actually two. Whatever the case, I feel pretty screwed. Wish like hell I could just go back in time and walk the other way. By the way, if anyone here is really experienced in this astral traveling thing, I could use some help. Wish Mr. Bruce lived a little closer to oklahoma, because unfortunately most people seem to be more interested in looking like they know what the hell their doing than actually doing something. Anybody with any ideas? Know anyone near oklahoma with the kind of experience to help? Know how to speak with spirit guides and obtain answeres from the other side?
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