Inner Sanctum, and Inner Sacrum...

[Kashmirror]

Aloha!
I have already posted in the severe psychic attack and Serious Neg Abuse Forum once, but I feel the need to ask for help here too. I have a Neg that has been invading my Inner Sanctum, for the past four years now, and it's main entry point- I believe is by entering through my sacral chakara. It sexually attacks me, and is using my own energy against me- probably because I have given- in to it's attacks as an act of mere Survival. BUt now I know I don't have to take it any more!!!
I want to fight back, and I am asking for a healer with experience in this matter, who may know special techniques or something?
I have done the following:
--sliced Garlic around in that area
--Black Salt in Under Garmets
--Wearing Fresh Herbs in Under Garmets
--Washing feet with sulfur (which I now know to be dangerous and will not do it again)
---using protective Crystals and stones
---smudging area with sage.
--Getting a Massage.
--Getting a Facial.
--Burning Garlic, Red Hot chili peppers, Mustard Seed and Sulfur.
--Eating Garlic and Peppers, and Fresh Herbs.
---Eating Healthy Foods.
---Eating Taco Bell- sometimes. (grilled stuffed burritos Rule!)
---NOT Drinking Alcohol.
---Having just a few once in a Blue Moon.
--Placing Charcoal around room on little dishes, at head and foot of bed.
---Placing sliced garlic around room, at head and foot of bed.
--Placing salt in cardinal points in room.
---placing salt in containers in room.
--Soaking feet in sea salt.
--spraying Aura with aura-cleanser spray.
--Placing containers of water around room. also at head and foot of bed.
---Using submersable pump and water tubing countermeasures around bed.
--Leaving lights on while asleep. Also while not in room.
-- Keeping area somewhat clean.
--Using aromas to raise Vibrations.
--burning inscence.
--Evaporating sea salt in room.
Evaporating Holy water in room, as well as washing with holy water
---Placing Religous symbols, pictures around room.
--Keeping Temperature of room warm.
---Surrounding bed with salt barrier. Walking over salt.
--Walking through Hose, use of Hose coil Technique.
--Going to beach and swimming many, many times.
---Crossing over running river, many, many times.
---Use of protective Herbs sprinkeled around room.
--Prayer, pleading, demanding Ned to leave. Banishing Spell.
---OHHHHHHHHMMMMMMMM
---LAaalaaalalalaaaaaa.
---Strumming, Drumming, Wailing, and Softly Vibrating Rhythms.
--Wispering, shouting, Wishing. * Gambeling- I won my money back*
---Wind Chimes.
--Going All-Natural, letting my hair Grow.
--Being Green Friendly
--With-staining from greens.
--Intaking really quality Vitamins/Minerlas/Other Herbal supplements/ Green Vegetables.
---Fruits, Nuts, Pitas, Hummus, Spelt, Salad, Fish oil, Flax seed oil, Ginger, Gingko-biloba, Gensing, Vitamin C Crystals, Vitamin B12 Complex
--Indian herbal rub (flying Peacock oils) as well as Flying Tiger Balm.
--Chinese Wild Tiger Balm
--Aroma Therapy, Eucalptis, Peppermint, Rosemary, Bergamont...
--Salt Shower.
---Herb Fusion shower.
--Sauna.
--Physical Exercise, workouts, stretching.
--Laziness, trying to relax, being at computer.
So far,,,Nothing has been Effective All the way.
Everytime I try to do N.E. Ways, IT attacks my Crotch!! I can't seem to concentrate, and- I can't really do any deep meditation or anything really relaxing. I have had serious sleep problems going on six years now.
All I'm asking for is for someone to point out the obvious-
What is it that I'm not doing?
Is there someone on the East Coast Willing to Help?
I want to stand and fight- or Lay and fight- what ever works. Please Respond. Much Appreciated.

[chrystalpaths]

You are having a past life remembrance. I am not qualified to help with that but do feel it within you. Black tourmaline, one under each corner of the bed will help protect. Perhaps Aunt Claire can help?

[Akashic_Librarian]

I can't believe you went to all that superficial trouble. Totally uneccesary in my opinion. Don't assume that Negs are attracted by physical things. Your own thoughts and vibrations are a KEY to all illness caused by Negs or physical disharmony. It is essential you analyze your thoughts and feelings and discover the negativity in them, and you will find your neg.

[Kashmirror]

Aloha!
Yes, I have realized that a my own negativity was a real major- contribution, as I used to be really bad at being too negative.
The Direct Psychic attack, which has been steadily on-going for 4 years now, at first made it even worse, until I came across Robert Bruce's Psychic Self Defense Book, that has basically saved my life.
It's been a full Two years now that I've known about how my Negativity has definetly not helped and almost defeated me..and I've made some serious changes.
But it's not fair.
I feel like Anikin- in Star Wars.
The Dark Side completely manipulating Situations, making sooo easy to just slip up and choose to use Anger back. It's pathetic, even in common everyday situations, I feel like I'm being set-up every time I leave the house- The NEG attracts conflict to me, all day, and by the end of the day- It makes me just want to Curse and go have a nice tall one- because sedation by this time- sounds really really wonderful.
Anyone could be worn down over time.
I'll try to look at things on the positive side, but right now, I'm not sure what that means anymore.
THanks for your advice.

[journyman161]

If you work at it, you can change even your mind set in about 3 weeks. This is how the mind works - and it has been known since the 1960's that it takes around 21 days. Daily affirmations directed along the line you want (not against the line you don't want) & watching your thoughts for that period will bring about changes.

This comes from lots of different areas - peptides in the brain 'create' an environment but they can be altered in about this period of time; plastic surgery patients take about 3 weeks to finally 'see' the new person as themselves... the list is fairly extensive.

So sit down & draw yourself up a plan. Being positive doesn't necessarily mean finding a positive aspect to everything, it is more having an expectation that things will come good, that there will be resolution, that there is a way out of the darkest hole.

Affirmations of 'I am Light, I am a Flame surrounded by body' or 'My will is strong & it surround me with an impenetrable shield' are much better than 'I will not give into the Dark' or 'I will not sin' - the latter ones simply remind your subconscious of the things you're trying to leave behind.

Also set a time - maybe roll out of bed, head for the mirror & do your affirmations. Do them again last thing at night. Watch your thoughts & when you find the old habits coming up, put in a pause & think the affirmations.

Find healthy & out-focussed things to do for this period - no sitting introverted wondering what your life is about - get out & walk in the park or along the beach - good-vibration activities.

Three weeks! That is all you need to do. And remember to do the actions that have been successful for you from Psychic Self-Defence. They will work more effectively as the days pass & you keep up the positives...

Namaste

Journyman
____________________
Meanings of Namaste...
note: it is said while holding the hands together in front of your heart.

I honor the place in you
in which the entire Universe dwells,

I honor the place in you
which is of Love, of Truth, of Light and of Peace,

When you are in that place in you,
and I am in that place in me,
we are One.

Aloha!
I have already posted in the severe psychic attack and Serious Neg Abuse Forum once, but I feel the need to ask for help here too. I have a Neg that has been invading my Inner Sanctum, for the past four years now, and it's main entry point- I believe is by entering through my sacral chakara. It sexually attacks me, and is using my own energy against me- probably because I have given- in to it's attacks as an act of mere Survival. BUt now I know I don't have to take it any more!!!
I want to fight back, and I am asking for a healer with experience in this matter, who may know special techniques or something?
I have done the following:
--sliced Garlic around in that area
--Black Salt in Under Garmets
--Wearing Fresh Herbs in Under Garmets
--Washing feet with sulfur (which I now know to be dangerous and will not do it again)
---using protective Crystals and stones
---smudging area with sage.
--Getting a Massage.
--Getting a Facial.
--Burning Garlic, Red Hot chili peppers, Mustard Seed and Sulfur.
--Eating Garlic and Peppers, and Fresh Herbs.
---Eating Healthy Foods.
---Eating Taco Bell- sometimes. (grilled stuffed burritos Rule!)
---NOT Drinking Alcohol.
---Having just a few once in a Blue Moon.
--Placing Charcoal around room on little dishes, at head and foot of bed.
---Placing sliced garlic around room, at head and foot of bed.
--Placing salt in cardinal points in room.
---placing salt in containers in room.
--Soaking feet in sea salt.
--spraying Aura with aura-cleanser spray.
--Placing containers of water around room. also at head and foot of bed.
---Using submersable pump and water tubing countermeasures around bed.
--Leaving lights on while asleep. Also while not in room.
-- Keeping area somewhat clean.
--Using aromas to raise Vibrations.
--burning inscence.
--Evaporating sea salt in room.
Evaporating Holy water in room, as well as washing with holy water
---Placing Religous symbols, pictures around room.
--Keeping Temperature of room warm.
---Surrounding bed with salt barrier. Walking over salt.
--Walking through Hose, use of Hose coil Technique.
--Going to beach and swimming many, many times.
---Crossing over running river, many, many times.
---Use of protective Herbs sprinkeled around room.
--Prayer, pleading, demanding Ned to leave. Banishing Spell.
---OHHHHHHHHMMMMMMMM
---LAaalaaalalalaaaaaa.
---Strumming, Drumming, Wailing, and Softly Vibrating Rhythms.
--Wispering, shouting, Wishing. * Gambeling- I won my money back*
---Wind Chimes.
--Going All-Natural, letting my hair Grow.
--Being Green Friendly
--With-staining from greens.
--Intaking really quality Vitamins/Minerlas/Other Herbal supplements/ Green Vegetables.
---Fruits, Nuts, Pitas, Hummus, Spelt, Salad, Fish oil, Flax seed oil, Ginger, Gingko-biloba, Gensing, Vitamin C Crystals, Vitamin B12 Complex
--Indian herbal rub (flying Peacock oils) as well as Flying Tiger Balm.
--Chinese Wild Tiger Balm
--Aroma Therapy, Eucalptis, Peppermint, Rosemary, Bergamont...
--Salt Shower.
---Herb Fusion shower.
--Sauna.
--Physical Exercise, workouts, stretching.
--Laziness, trying to relax, being at computer.
So far,,,Nothing has been Effective All the way.
Everytime I try to do N.E. Ways, IT attacks my Crotch!! I can't seem to concentrate, and- I can't really do any deep meditation or anything really relaxing. I have had serious sleep problems going on six years now.
All I'm asking for is for someone to point out the obvious-
What is it that I'm not doing?
Is there someone on the East Coast Willing to Help?
I want to stand and fight- or Lay and fight- what ever works. Please Respond. Much Appreciated.

Aloha!! I urge you to pray to Blessed Alphonsa of India. Her intercession is very powerful, for she suffered herself. I shall pray as well.

Blessed Alphonsa, praise the Lord...
For His mercy endures forever!

See Blessed Alphonsa in Wikipedia…

[Akashic_Librarian]

Hehe Sophronicus not to sound rude but thats your answer to everything!

Maybe you, Kashmirror, should lighten up, take it easy, relax a bit...

If you work at it, you can change even your mind set in about 3 weeks. This is how the mind works - and it has been known since the 1960's that it takes around 21 days. Daily affirmations directed along the line you want (not against the line you don't want) & watching your thoughts for that period will bring about changes.

This comes from lots of different areas - peptides in the brain 'create' an environment but they can be altered in about this period of time; plastic surgery patients take about 3 weeks to finally 'see' the new person as themselves... the list is fairly extensive.

So sit down & draw yourself up a plan. Being positive doesn't necessarily mean finding a positive aspect to everything, it is more having an expectation that things will come good, that there will be resolution, that there is a way out of the darkest hole.

Affirmations of 'I am Light, I am a Flame surrounded by body' or 'My will is strong & it surround me with an impenetrable shield' are much better than 'I will not give into the Dark' or 'I will not sin' - the latter ones simply remind your subconscious of the things you're trying to leave behind.

Also set a time - maybe roll out of bed, head for the mirror & do your affirmations. Do them again last thing at night. Watch your thoughts & when you find the old habits coming up, put in a pause & think the affirmations.

Find healthy & out-focussed things to do for this period - no sitting introverted wondering what your life is about - get out & walk in the park or along the beach - good-vibration activities.

Three weeks! That is all you need to do. And remember to do the actions that have been successful for you from Psychic Self-Defence. They will work more effectively as the days pass & you keep up the positives...

Namaste

Journyman
____________________
Meanings of Namaste...
note: it is said while holding the hands together in front of your heart.

I honor the place in you
in which the entire Universe dwells,

I honor the place in you
which is of Love, of Truth, of Light and of Peace,

When you are in that place in you,
and I am in that place in me,
we are One.

I've been changing myself for -- well, too many years to recount here -- but the only effect is that I keep getting younger. And you can do it all in 21 days!!

[crappysurfer2]

clear your mind and do not fear nor anticipate any attack