Re: Anubis?/Possible neg attack?
Hello Lilac ,
Please let me offer this interpretation of your complex dream . Imho , this is a communication with the highest self and is a dream of personal transmutational alchemy and kaballah . You do not have to actively engage in these paths in order to enjoy the magnificence of the global changes which are occurring slowly . That is that you are moving up ascending both thru conscious works and thru the opportunity of moving to the highest vibration you can sustain by global contagion . So it is as if each full moon the earth moves up ascends one teeny notch up and those that are clean and ready move up too .
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Lilac
...It depicted the interior of a temple.
Imho this is the Death Chamber of the Golden Pyramid in Shamballah which is in the Higher Planes . This indicates that you have participated in Spirtual Initiations in this life in dreamstate and in pastlives probably have done it more consciously . This is a retrieval of a core image so that you might follow it and recall the lessons there . Read about initiatic magick by googling Alice Bailey and Dr. Joshua Stone .
In the center, Anubis was either sitting or lying on something that looked like an altar. There were two golden columns – one at his left and the other at the right.
Anubis is a Egyptian God of the Dead and does appear today to magicians as a spirit teacher still especially in the Qlippoth Realms of the Tree of Life .
The columns represent the two pillars of Godhead typically Black &White or Gold & Silver . The right is God the left is Goddess . These are also reflected in the paired sepiroth at the shoulders which are mother Ama and Father Abba and called Binah and Chokmah .
There were two women, each standing next to a column. One was dressed in gold and the other in silver.
These are golden sun and silver moon another aspect of God and Goddess but also akasha and amoris hermetically .
... one was depicting Anubis as well. On this card he was standing alone against some kind of natural background (I think it was woods and a night sky).
Because we are in the new moon and it is dark now , this is apt . Recently we have been travelling in the woods at night in qlippoth realms with Pan in meditation .
I “saw†a dark figure manifesting behind me, over my left shoulder. Actually, the figure itself wasn’t dark, I could neither see it nor feel it. What I “saw†taking shape was actually its black robe or cloak. I slightly freaked out and tried to remove it as I would any other unwanted dream element. That didn’t work and it became clear that the cloaked figure had a mind of its own and wasn’t about to go away.
Imho , this is you as your dark watcher. This means it is time to transmute it to join with the light watcher . I don't personally believe in banishing it . It is part of self .When I came to this stage I merged mine as did my peers in circle . We went to a qlippoth realm in meditation . We saw the light watcher on right and dark watcher on left walk into us as we walked thru an arched heart of God and Goddess . Then the darker was neither brown nor purple but a silvery golden colour of light .
Then we became bones flying too and fleshed out to be a lunar angel .We flew then across the valley to the crystal temple on a crystal hill .The city there was the one as envisioned over the table before.We went inside saw 8 places ,one for each of us .Then we saw 8 capes of the dark watcher brown humble like a rough coconut husk .But above us upside down were 8 purple caped light watchers that were us too and heard "Valley of the Shadow of Death" as in teh 23rd Psalm .
I saw behind us souls rising in a soul rescue .Over khylie's head was a pyramid and Isis and a flying cow .Over the fireplace we saw Christ above us on an arch .The watcher selves came together then .The brown cloak and the purple one walked side by side up the steps and into each other both with wings gray brown on left and purple on right , one into the other thru the heart of Christ .Then we left and saw flying horses and pegasus' .
An angel arrived Bill called him ol' nick .Lucifer wore a blue gray suit with dark blue wings and he sat at the chair near the pool table in circle .He looked like Jesus but his beard was cut in a v neatly trimmed and his hair was shorter and he wore a suit and a cape of silver on the left a half cape of gold on the right shoulder each half held by a pin at shoulder .
I am reminded that Lucifer means the Light Bringer and in the Bible Christ says "he is the Lucifer ". I feel this means it is his darker aspect and part of the divne plan to raise the vibration of humanity in love and light .
An excerpt from our F 5 Jan Circle Journal :
http://forums.riverofenlightenment.c...pic,794.0.html
I felt paralysis slowly spreading over my chest, the entity was still standing where it was, but I knew that it was causing it. My first instinct was to try to get away, but soon I found out that I couldn’t fight the paralysis. So I began praying and praying… I concentrated fully on prayer, almost forgetting about the dark presence.
You would understand Sleep Paralysis as a normal symptom which may occur with the vibes as part of OBE . It can of course also be a symptom of a neg attack but I don't think so in your case .
The Dark Watcher is a failsafe stopgap process imho . The Dark Watcher has historically been banished by ceremonial magicians . I feel this is incorrect . I feel it is best to transmute to love and light every part of self .The Dark Watcher is said to destroy the magician thru lowered vibrations. anxiety , negative attachment , depression , suicidal thoughts and lack of abilities . This sounds like a bad thing but not necessarily so . It is part of the divine plan to keep the dark magician from hurting others spiritually . We have freewill to commit acts of non love physically , acts of violence and murder . But this is to stop the one who does dark deeds with spirit, energy and magick which is a worse abomination .
This is also a celebration of achievement to meet the dark watcher and to face it , love it , accept it as part of self and ascend . As Robert Bruce says every yin will have its yang . So the Dark Watcher heralds the Light Watcher and that is a major coup .
....my grandma smiled and handed me a bar of soap to wash it.
Exactly , smart granny . Wash yourself clean with love , light , service to others and the world . Share , teach , learn , help , shine .
In the living room, I saw three pictures of dragon heads hanging on the wall (once again, in a place which is empty in reality). I recognized them as my own drawings and I cold have almost remembered myself drawing them. But at the time I felt really repulsed by them and said that we should take them down.
The dragon is a symbol of kundalini .By having three heads in this case it depics self and the light and dark watcher selves all as one . You should bring it into your body and take it down the body from the crown .
See self in a blue lace agate pearl and drink of the white milky pearl energy thru the crown see self in a golden pearl then . And feel the amber liquid rise up from the feet to the heart . Let this light of the pearl moon and the golden sun mix in the heart . "Wash yourself clean ".
I guess I should say something about the whole paralysis thing. I’ve had episodes of sleep paralysis quiet a few times, sometimes in my dreams as well. As many times as it happened, I’ve never felt a presence around me or an attack of any sort.
The Dark Watcher will not allow the magician to project at a certain stage , this keeps the bad ones at home .But once transmuted the dark watcher becomes a clean aspect of self and the projections become more powerful .
Another thing that makes this dream “special†is the fact that it wasn’t the first time I’ve encountered the cloaked figure.
I suspect you would have met the purple cloaked ones too . These are the light watchers .
This is a lot to take in and perhaps confusing . But it is all natural and goes without event thru the psyche of the unawares . The aware and sensitive ones have such dreams . Congrats . By waking up to this you will pass into the light and achieve greater awareness , expanded consciousness ,a stronger energy body and greater clairience .
Dont be controlled by it . Face it and send it love and light and let it be joined with the light watcher within you .
~*~Love , Light & Laughter ~*~
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