The Eye of Horus - Anyone ever Seen This in OBE?

[LoneCrow]

I had an experience many months ago. I'll post it here. Still using Robert's techniques for over 2 years now and still no luck, but this is AS CLOSE as I've ever managed to get.


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I finally after years of trying have felt the vibes, or at least I think I was. But it happened backward of how most people have it.

I was dreaming and usually I am very awake in dreams, I can remember them very well, but I have no power over controlling them no matter how hard I try. It seems I am completely content in my dream world which continues and has a life of its own.

But this time I seemed to remember that in my dream I was following my usual patterns, sitting on the computer etc, but then I realized that there was no roof on the house and I liked to watch the stars. I'll skip most of the dream material, but there came a point in my dream where I remembered that I have been trying and wanting to have an OBE for so long, and I have never been able to even get vibes.

Then poof I'm partially awake, at least I'm not sure I was awake. I was VERY deep, the most deep I've ever been or felt in my life, and only a tiny little piece of my actual conscious mind was there and all of a sudden I could feel this loud rushing noise. It was different than the rushing noise I thought I knew it was.

Sometimes on the cusp of sleep I can hear my ears vibrate and create a rushing sound, I can even induce this sound while awake. But in this case it was MUCH louder, and seemed to vibrate my whole body. It felt like my body was starting to turn into light particles of static electricity. The sound also reminded me a little bit of the sound in the new war of the worlds movie, that the big tall ships would make like a low ♥♥♥♥♥et.

Anyway, I immediately felt sleep paralysis, but also complete and utter terror for not feeling this way before. I felt fear so the effect started to go away, but then I told myself to calm down this is it!!!

So I relaxed and the effects came back on, and I tried to remember what I should be feeling if this truly is it. My heart seemed to be racing and I could feel my heart shakra FINALLY!! I heve have really felt it before, but it felt very small and focused and electical, like static electicity. I let the vibes come around me.

Keep in mind everything I'm describing happened in about 20 seconds.

But it was all so dark, like being in a black hole.. .OH YES I remember now!!! I could see the membrane, which I am able to see quite often actually. It usually is in the form of a little circle with a web like structure that spreads out. This time I was able to see what looked like an event horizon from a black hole type thing.

It was spinning and turning.

Eventually the membrane turned into a tunnel at the end of the tunnel was this real odd symbol which I couldn't see so I wanted to get closer and it slowly came closer to me. Everything was very BLACK and dark and you could barely see anything, but when it got closer I realized it was the eye of horus looking at me.

That old Egyptian symbol!! What the F???



After that I don't remember a thing.

I was with someone in the dream though and there is still some debate between my wife and I to whether I have a guide or not. I have never been able to meet my guide though there are some recurring characters in my dreams who feel familiar to me, though I dont know who they are. They usually are old friends from life.

Last night was a recurring guy with a shaved head somewhat short but in shape, who liked to do a lot of working out, and kept telling me that I should come with him to work out. Which is odd.

Anyway, I am not entirely sure if this was a dream or it really happened but it felt real enough to me. I had woken up and was trying to meditate at like 4am off and on for a good 2 hrs. I can't be sure if it was a dream or real, but it was DARK and this all was a feeling I'm pretty sure I've never had before.

But if you have to get that deeply relaxed to OBE I can see how I've been failing. This is so deep, I never make it half as deep as that was before. Probably due to mysleep apnea and restless legs which prevent me from good sleep.

Wow..

Anyone have an idea why I saw that symbol??

[timduncan]

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(iii) Third: on the middle right; I could see this Eye of Horus (see picture). Unbelievable! It did not felt as if this eye was 'actively' watching me. No. It was as if I was in a kind of 'cockpit' and this Eye of Horus was a kind to symbol to show that I am in a particular state of consciousness/awareness. I will try to take an example to describe the feeling: suppose you are in a car or you are a pilot in the cockpit of a plane. As soon as you start the engine, then suddenly you see in your 'cockpit' the lightening of the sign indicating the level of fuel in the car or in the plane. So I saw this Eye of Horus as if it what some kind of sign to indicate some kind of state or mode in which I was in this state between awakened and sleeping. This is the best way I would describe the feeling, because as I move in the air I remember the Eye of Horus was synchronously moving too. I did not remain static as far as I can remember


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