No offense taken . Honestly , I was not being sarcastic .I was asking you genuinely . I did not understand if you were paying an earthly teacher or having dreamstate lessons or trance lessons or D all of the above and I only wanted clairification so I might answer you . I am genuinely interested in reading your experiences . I also feel others would like to read them . I did not mean to imply that I was challenging your credibility . I am not . What you say sounds credible and I only meant to encourage you to put it to post by expressing yourself in writing . I feel it helps others to confirm their own mystical experiences and it also helps the magician to come to metacognition and integration .