Okay. I'm ready to play. I had a really weird and somewhat frightening dream that has me quite puzzled.
I went out to a party of some sort (this is totally atypical for me in waking life; I'm NOT a party girl at ALL). While there, I encountered a well-known rap artist, and he took a liking to me for some bizarre reason, but I was kind of flattered by the attention. He persuaded me to go with him somewhere, and I did. He had a female assistant with him, as well, and we got into this HUGE SUV he had, the kind with three rows of seats (like a mini-van inside).
On the way to the vehicle, another woman was there, sort of grabbing at me and crying, accusing me of "stealing" him from her. I had no idea what she was talking about. She sais something like, "So, do you expect me to have to get a new boyfriend now?!" and I just looked at her and went on. I got the impression that there were a whole string of women that this guy had picked up, dated, whatever, and then basically abandoned. I wasn't concerned at that point, because I didn't see me as having anything like a romantic relationship with this guy. I was just sort of flattered in his interest, or something along those lines.
I got into the SUV and saw that my two young daughters were there with me, in the SUV, and I asked "Are they in seatbelts?" but they weren't, so I insisted they be buckled in. By this time the SUV was moving, and I was starting to get really apprehensive. We continued driving and I came to understand that he wanted to take me away for some weekend or something, and I said, "Oh, no, I can't do that!"
Then I saw that the sun was coming up and I got really panicked. I explained that I have a husband and a family and they'd be really worried if I just didn't come home, but nothing I said would persuade him to stop or take me back or let me out. The image of the sky starting to turn light with dawn is very vivid...
I woke up then with a start and had to deliberately breathe a few times and make sure it had only been a dream.
Now, I have NO idea what to make of that. I do happen to regard SUVs as stupid and pointless and excessive. I don't like rap, nor do I listen to it. I never go to parties, nor do I want to. I don't know why my kids would suddenly turn up in the dream (they weren't at the party; I was on my own).
I'm listening.
May the light surround you, may you be blessed. May the light surround us, may we be blessed. May love and light surround us all, and may we all be healed and blessed. And so it is, and so it shall be, now and ever after.
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