G'day,

If you have ever had an erotic fantasy...that is perfect imagination.

Most people do not actually see what they imagine. What you say, about how you can remember and imagine your son's face, is perfect imagination. What you do with this, how you create and change things in imagination, is another matter.

If you are restricted in your imagination creative ability, you need to remember what it was like to be a child. Children have rich fantasy lives.

I would suggest you get some CD's with guided 'led' meditations on them, talking you through rich scenarios of imagination.

I also suggest you use affirmations to loosen your grip on this, to loosen up the part of you that is denying this ability.

The problem here is your own self imposed limitations. Take this as a given, and it is clear that freeing up your beliefs to include the ability to imagine and create fantasies, is what you need to do.

Energy work will also help.

Take care, Robert