I am standing on a pasture with a friend
This is a feeling of security
(a spiritual person I know)
Could simply be the part of you that represents a particular set of spiritual beliefs. It may literally represent the actual person and they may have said or done something that is troubling you subconsciously, even if you were initially comfortable with whatever the belief is.
Vehicles usually reference life journey or spiritual journey; how you feel you’re travelling.
It's cargo area is open to the side. There are three wildebeests in it.
This gets interesting. Wildebeests represent the natural and untamed and they represent a herding instinct. There may be something you feel you have encountered on the journey that has followed you into your repose (the safe pasture). Perhaps it has occurred thrice. It’s under control but not entirely contained. Perhaps you're realising it shouldn’t be; it’s natural state is free expression.
He starts to kick the first and second one, but does not reach the third. He climbs the truck and kicks the third.
The person represents the force of unjust repression. You sense injustice in the act. He must climb to kick, therefore, that he kicks is elevated, even if it seems to possess less dignity because of its animal state. There is a "spiritual idea" that has bee presented to you that you have been formerly comfortable with but that is now beginning to trouble you. You feel it suppresses the natural. It is a force that opposes solidarity.
I'm apalled. I want him to stop, and I say "Watch it, they could break out."
Such a force may lead to revolt. The wild will reassert itself. This may be something within in you that seeks to reassert itself. To suppress it in yourself is possibly to supress its expression in others.
The third wildebeest kicks a restraining bar away in two kicks and is down on the ground.
The third time is the trick. Whatever re-occurred, it is now that the restraints are down. Something within you can no longer stand this disrespect.
Instead of going after my friend it focuses on me and drags its foot.
It is your issue now, regardless of genesis. The warning is there before the attack.
I break into a run (but somehow remember it to be "waddly") and run off to the farm. I arrive at the farm yard and jump into my sister's car, hoping it to start.
Something about the way your sister (or someone like her) conducts her journey through life may have a lesson for you in relation to this matter. You’re unsure if you can change in this way but you can.
It does. I wonder for a moment, because the real day before it didn't - almost lucid there, damn!
Damn! Know that feeling.
Daytime stuff enters our dreams all the time.
You’ve left that aspect of self behind once you've encountered the beast that will not be kicked into submission.
I also remember two other people to be with us - a woman and a man. Can't remember who. I run into the farm house to find them.
What does the farmhouse represent to you- stability, conservatism, being down to earth? If you can’t remember who, try to remember how you felt about them.
"A dream is a question, not an answer."
(Therapist and dreamworker Strephon Kaplan
Williams)
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