Thank you guys for your advices and for the links. I'll try to follow up some of the advices.
Since I wrote the post my fear diminihed
, it's still there a bit but not at the intensity it was.
I read some chapters of the Astral Dynamics and I knew in theory about the fear but I couldn't help it and wanted some reassurance. One of the reasons is because there is a beeing in my house (don't know sure what it is) but I can feel it, it's like a cold breathe in my face. I have no ideea on it wishes and purpose but for sure I know it's here but I am not afraid of it.
What is interesting about the paralysis is that I felt it in the Astral body, and not only in the OBE I had. I also had two lucid dreams and in each of them I could move the upper body and was in full control of it but couldn't move my legs. They were extreamly heavy and moveable with great effort.
I have realised for a while is that the pieces of my life are really matching and what I want is becoming real. Not necessary big things but small things that I need and want. It's marvelous.
A Happy New Year for all the forum members and readres and all your wishes come true.
Lia
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