Thnaks to both of you.

But where i live there is a lot of shootings and murders (im sad to say it). I think thi really just hit me because i seen it happen.

Also while i was waiting for 911 to show up i was trying to send life energies in hope that he might make it, i didnt know how bad he was at this time.

I wondered if this could attract his spirit to find me and mabye say something. This kind of scares me, im not into seeing any ghosts.

But i think the physic shock is most likely wat hapened.

Thnaks JS