I notice in the title that you seem to have a concern that you might be schizophrenic? If you have any concerns at all about this, you should go to a doctor and tell them what's going on with you, how it's affecting you, and so forth.

In my direct experience, illness of any kind (including mental illness) makes you far more vulnerable to negative thought forms, negative entities, and other nasty stuff of spiritual origin, so seeing a doctor is a pretty reasonable plan of action, especially if you have concerns about schizophrenia.

Blessings to you, and I pray that God will lead you where you need to go in order to receive healing. Amen.