My craziest sleep paralysis yet!

[SleepGOTweird]

This has nothing to do with my old sleep paralysis bit, but does anyone have an obsession with learning how everything ticks?

And if so, is anyone driven into insanity at the complexity of it all?

[googolplex]

This has nothing to do with my old sleep paralysis bit, but does anyone have an obsession with learning how everything ticks?

And if so, is anyone driven into insanity at the complexity of it all?

This is one of my problems I was straight As in chemistry, but was throw out class for asking to many questions, I guess the instructor thought I was smart ass. or he felt threatened. I was neither.

The one thing I wanted to do is crawl around in my brain and get into all the nooks and cranies.

But alas, You can travel at the speed of mind for a billion years and still no nothing of Creator. Guess will have to wait till return to the God-Head.

I'm not nuts any more, got over it, but I'm still driven to know understand more.

The one thing we are in the veil of ingnorance, but if you look around the Maker has left hints for you all over the place. The Truth is a undeniable thing.

[CFTraveler]

This has nothing to do with my old sleep paralysis bit, but does anyone have an obsession with learning how everything ticks?

I used to be that way, until I had a realization (call it awakening, if you want to.) Now I just enjoy finding out how things work, but not obsessively.

And if so, is anyone driven into insanity at the complexity of it all?

No, because I don't see complexity- what I see is the perfect balance and synchronicity of how things go 'just right'. The pattern is now more important than the details-for me, obviously.

[RyanParis]

I don't know why it was so different that time. There are different explanations for sleep paralysis, such as your brain shutting down your body so you don't act out dreams, or your spirit being half in and half out of your body. Both could be the cause. I know paralysis has happened to me and still does on occasion. It's always scary too.