Re: [help] Kundalini experience
If you have an unstable or damaged ego/psyche, yes, bad things can happen. I've done a lot of reading on this topic and have experienced what I believe to have been a spontaneous Kundalini rising, and my experience was not pleasant. Ultimately, it was for the highest good and it was a profound healing, but the actual process was almost unbelievably painful and incredibly difficult.
I don't think I was actually psychotic at any point, but I'm pretty sure I was close. I was certainly delusional at times, and I had violent mood swings that I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy (ended up in the psych ward, as a matter of fact).
So I always advise caution when raising Kundalini. She will, indeed, cause changes. They will be for your good. But if you're unprepared or haven't got the right kind of support system, it can be a nightmare and then some. I believe this is the nature of the ego, not of Kundalini. Put that much spiritual force into a cracked vessel, and the vessel just might shatter (you'll eventually build a new one, but it's not gentle or pleasant to go through that).
Sorry to sound alarmist. I know of many people who have experienced Kundalini rising and been pretty much okay. It seems to affect different people differently, and I suspect a lot depends on how much healing you need and where the "cracks" in your ego/psyche are (we all have them ).
Blessings to you.
May the light surround you, may you be blessed. May the light surround us, may we be blessed. May love and light surround us all, and may we all be healed and blessed. And so it is, and so it shall be, now and ever after.
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