August 10th, 3:45pm (Day 25 MAP Program)
I projected twice today.
First let me say that this isn't as much to my skill in projecting as
to the fact I drank a whole hell of a lot last night. But I'm in week
4 of MAP and I believe that i'll be seeing more projections of this
length and quality in the future.
I was laying in bed, however, I realized that I could see through my
eyelids. Using the pillow for support, I pushed upwards and arched my
back to pull out and separate. (Not very streamlined as far as exits
go.)
I floated around the house, and I have a tarot card facing a window
that I wanted to try and see for validation in the one room so I was
aiming to go outside and see it. However, my control and concentration
wasn't so good due to my activities last night. So I saw the window,
and the card from a distance. Unable to see clearly, I saw a jar and
another card with a red star on it. I have noted this, but I haven't
checked the card because I know there is no card like that in the
deck. I'll go for validation another time.
I keep being pulled upwards, blown by the wind. I am seeing all sorts
of people walking down the road but I don't want to attract anyone's
attention which is exactly what I did. A lady was trying to come after
me, she wanted to be with me, or attach herself to me but I escaped
her. Around outside, there was nothing much more to note other than
reality fluctuations and a young girl who was tap dancing.
I end up at an office, at sort of a customer service desk. There are 3
people in line, and I ask the one person where I am. I couldn't quite
hear him, but the second word sounded like "falls". He asked me if I
needed him to come along with me for my next task. I replied that I'm
losing the projection any second now, its starting to fail. He came
over to me and assured me that everything was fine, he tooke a needle
and was putting it into the back of my (head?). This was completely
non-threatening however that's also the last memory of the projection.
I woke up, eventually and I was pleased that I had projected. But not
so pleased that I didn't get to find out more about where I had been.
So I stayed awake for a little while, browsing the Internet, etc.
I returned to bed with my girlfriend, who also had quite a bit to
drink last night and was still sleeping soundly in the afternoon as
well.
I projected again, only this time I had returned to that place. There
were no people around this time, but I was able to take a closer look
at the signs on the walls. Basically, it was interesting because this
is where my mind was messing with me a great deal. I was looking at
the words, but they were changing. Not like they do in a dream though.
The words themselves weren't changing it was like something was
written there, but it wasn't necessarily English and I was seeing the
characters, and my mind was substituting the letters over top of what
as there. It was quite the interesting effect.
I think I made out, that the place was called "IN-TACH". I began to
recall a memory of me sitting at a computer terminal and selecting
characterists of a life to live. Like a reincarnation station so to
speak. Basically, I was watching a memory of me making selections. I
can remember all thew details but I recall selecting a maximum of 88
years. There was a part for interests and a female voice behind me
said something about marine biology, but I told her you can't change
what's already been selected. So I was given a scene of underwater
life, and I joked and thought that this must be to appease me. I came
out of the memory state, and was in that office, I went to exit by the
door, and outside I found I was on the upper floor of a rather large
business complex. But coming up the stairs I encountered a huge man
walking up the stairs, and I grinned from ear to ear at him. A giant
man, like 15 feet tall, with a well trimmed beard and long hair. He
smiled politely back at me as he passed.
It was at this point, that things get interesting and that this
particular projection has had the most impact on me than any other
projection.
I asked, "Can I see my higher self?"
I was pulled upwards, so far and so fast.
I ascended through the planes, and I saw them. It was the most
incredible thing I'd ever seen or even imagined I'd seen in my life. I
went out through what was the top, (They really are laid out in
literal planes when you go upwards like that!) I went up and I began
to vibrate intensely and I came into a kind of greenish mist, and then
I was pulled to the left, through a void with brown squiggly things as
far as the eye could see and I was going down a little bit and I was
thrust into a dark hallway. Seemed like a musty area, I was put before
a door. There were hanging beads just before it, and I recall almost
getting caught in them, but as I opened the door I am met with an
awesome sight/experience.
I step into a movie theatre and everyone is running and screaming from
their seats terrified and desperate to exit.
I look up and see that I'm on the screen, I'm actually there on the
screen looking at myself in that theatre while people are running
away. A lady dragging her children behind her in fright. There are a
couple people who are wide eyed and in shock but didn't leave their
seats, and as realization hits me I asked "Is it a good movie?" and
the reply was.... "It's really good...."
Finally I was just there in an empty theatre and I thought I should
feel for my body and recall as much of this as possible. Very intense.
So in some other plane of existence my life is interesting enough for
its own theatre? I had better make it interesting then!
Hope it was worth the read, because it was completely worth writing to me.
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Thanks for sharing! Looking forward to having a long projection like that. Fantastic...
Originally Posted by Icarus Wings
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