Hello everyone...I'd like to put out a formal request for healing, for myself. I am coming to a point now where I need to make a decision, one that will permanently alter my life. I need to decide whether to continue with life as usual and accept it as best I can, or change course and hope like heaven the grass is actually greener on the other side. I am having trouble finding the inner strength to commit to a decision though. I'm so scared I feel paralyzed. The indecision is sapping my strength. I know these are things only I can do anything about...I'm just asking for a little love and light to help me on my way.

I feel...lonely.