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    I haven't been keeping track lately due to my busy schedule, but I'll try to illustrate a few things- I had a short projection from a dream like 2 weeks ago in which I was being taught more psychokinesis. About last week there was something about flying through water, up in a mountain, up to the sun, then through the earth (that was cool because there was a reduction in size to do that) and back to earth, possibly to the water.

    There have been some curious energy effects I had during the full moon (last week through the weekend) where I was seeing energy like kirlian photography, and when I closed my eyes everything was luminous, like blurry fireflies.) That stopped happening a few nights ago, and now everything is back to 'normal' (hehe).
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    I have been having short things that could be called OBEs for the last few days- not the normal 'classic' OBEs that I usually get, but short flashes of being somewhere else at the same time as where I am. Kind of like momentary bilocation. Yesterday I was standing in front of the house (looking at it) while at the same time sitting on my projecting chair with my eyes closed. Today I was 'remote viewing' the terrain as I rose up in the air (in the bilocation way) and then as I was coming back down. I could see where I was as I flew and went up and down but with all body feelings of being in the chair. I clicked out right away after that. This is a bit weird for me, not my usual thing. I don't know if I'm passing out at some point (my health hasn't been great lately) or I'm changing the way I do things.
    Who knows...
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    A bit of phasing and possibly a visit.

    Did some phasing this morning. Started out looking at a computer screen, reading what it said, wondering how come I could read everything that it said, when the text is supposed to change as you look at it- this didn't- it was stable enough to read the whole page. It was mostly communicating with a forum member (not sure who-did anyone dream or project to me in the early am?) Anyway, it was good news, I just can't remember what exactly it was. Then the vision screen changed and I was looking at a beach scene and it sucked me in (I phased into it, in other words) and I was camping in the beach, but my tent was as big and comfy as a hotel room and we were right on the beach. It was a wonderful time. Then some (living) relatives came over and asked how come we didn't just stay in the hotel next door, and at this point I lost lucidity- fought to keep it, by changing the environment, and at some point started manipulating the landscape, until I got bored and switched it to something more 'inappropriate' and at that point I decided to wake up, 'didn't want to go there'. So I got up.
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    Did some phasing last night. Must have been having the right 'mojo' because I tried wstein's bubble technique, and this time I was able to objectify it adequately. Started drifting with, it, and then the darnedest thing happened. Floaty, floaty, then all of a sudden 'hit a slick' (I think I went into the mirror) and took off really fast- lights streaking, and then all of a sudden, I crashed with a train. WTF? A trainwreck, with sparks, a very loud crash, fire, the whole works, and instantly awake. (All of this took less than 10 seconds.) Holy spooks, Batman!
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    About a week's worth

    This past week I've had a variety of experiences: Some dreams, some phasing, and some 'something else'. I decided to post them here so I can have some sort of chronologically-coherent sequence of events.

    Last week: Dream/nightmare/Paralysis experience.
    Removed 'personal details': I was held in a house, by a woman and two men. I was sitting in my recliner, paralyzed, but had some astral sight. (I was in reality). After terrorizing me for a while, they left. My vision improved, I got up and walked around the (dream) house. I saw them walk in and was back paralyzed in the chair, but my vision stayed. This time they had a bunch of children with them. All these children were 'of color'- they were of all races except white and this time they were gentle with them (unlike they were with me before). It was clear they were rounding them (us) up to take us somewhere, and in their view they were 'rescuing' them/us from some sort of apocalyptic holocaust situation. The woman went behind me, manipulated the back of me and got me to walk with them (we were going to their craft, when by the door one of the (scariest looking) men said to me: "Why don't you make me one of those crystal children we love so much?" I had no idea what he was saying so I tried to manifest a glass figurine of a child, but failed, and said "It's not working now" and I woke up with the alarm. At the time I didn't understand the question (I guess the dreaming mind doesn't understand symbolism) but when I woke up I remembered the concept of "crystal children".
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    The day before yesterday (I think) phasing:
    I was watching the scene before my eyes drift and coalesce into a 'forward motion'- except instead of me 'being sucked into' the scene I watched as a vortex formed in front of me and I saw it like a screen. Navigation to it didn't move me, but it moved around me, if this makes sense. I guess what I'm trying to say it was more vision than projection. At some point was a man who said he was Jesu. (Spelled that way). I 'snapped' out of it, then went back into trance, back to the vortex vision screen- Then I heard a very masculine (deep & manly) say to me:"You need to integrate, balance and adapt" at this point I was trying to navigate to the vortex but I was in body and all I was getting was vision. I instinctively knew this voice was the man I had seen before.
    Then, as I viewed the vortex from many angles, as if I were 'hovering' before it, there was a vision that I've had before about two times, but this time it was very clear:
    I was looking at the top part of a basin full of clear, sparkling water. Through the water I can see the veins of the stone, and then it's gone.
    I have seen this basin about three times now, in very brief glimpses. It's the first time that I saw it long enough to get some detail.
    I'm not sure what it symbolizes yet.
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    This morning:
    I was dreaming about being back in my childhood home. The guys (which could be my brothers, husband, even son), and dad (who passed over 20 years ago) were doing some improvements, which caused a fire and blew up my bedroom and other parts of the house. My room now had no walls.
    I was not bothered by it, in fact, I told them they could now rebuild it how it used to be (my bedroom was made bigger when I was a child, a change I did not like).
    Then I woke up and was lying in my bed (presumably paralyzed) when someone came into my bedroom and put a ball on my left hand (which was up on the pillow palm up) which then turned into a silly-putty feeling substance and melted right into my hand and back of forearm. I opened my eyes and there was no one there but the feeling of silly putty was still in my hand. I considered getting up and putting a magnet in my hand, then decided to leave it for later. Then the alarm clock went off and it was time to get up.
    I swear my left hand was tingly for most of the morning. I'm not sure how I feel about it, it wasn't scary, but I don't know what that was about. Anybody got any ideas?
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    Was reclining, started getting hypnagogics, realized I wasn't going to vibe so I better get out now (was hearing the walkie-talkie spacewalk noises) I started doing rope, I started separating, but I kept moving and breaking it. So I realized I had a hypnagogic helper, that looked much like a valkyrie without horns (not cartoonish, but vague) I asked her to get me out. She started advancing towards me with her arm outstreched, and I went to her as a magnet. I shot out of my body and out of the area into a different environment- I flew around until I found myself in a weird environment in which everything was 'blank' and there were geometric shapes around me, (these were twodimensional square gridlike structures, like astral planes, but they were not neatly aligned in order, they were set about around me, some parallel to me, some vertically set (like doors or windows) around me.
    I gravitated towards one and went through it. I found myself in a dreamlike scenario in which I was in a building in which I lived (and we owned) the same apt. in all the floors. So I went in the elevator and tried to get to the top floor but ended up somewhere I had never been, and I had trouble going back down (and finding) the floor in which we were living in, where the rest of my family was.) It was a straight, rectangular up-and down building with no distinguishing features. I kept getting lost from the elevator and realized that even though we were supposed to own the other floors we never had even been there, and there were others living in some of the top floors, and some where completely uninhabited and dusty. I tried cleaning all of it. At some point I realized this was a dream, and not what I wanted to be doing, so I decided to fly out of there.
    I found myself again in the same weird geometric-like environment, and in some of the areas there were threedimensional geometric structures (like those entoptic structures I've seen illustrated) but in dark colors. I was flying around one when I got caught (my feet area) in one and it dragged me down. Now it was hard to move, and I tried to speed on out of there but had trouble, until I finally got loose- so I sped through and found myself going through layers. I tried to go to space because I wanted to see the structure of the astral planes as I expected them to be, but overshot my mark and was now in the middle of outer space and no idea where earth was. Every time I tried to 'turn myself around and look back' as Robert advises, My physical body would move and I'd stay where I was (at this time I think I was bilocating, in fact, much of the projection except for the dream sequence was with full body-awareness) so I had to try to 'fly around' and all I could see was stars and nebulae but no planets, much less the earth, which is where my addled mind wanted the astral planes to be.
    So I kept flying around, going through layers (these are felt, not seen) and I'd go from outer-space to earthly environment, so at some point I gave up and was in my chair, paralyzed but awake. I spent a long time in a semi-coma before I was able to move. I could move my arms but not my legs for a while, and now am exhausted!
    The whole projection took an hour and a half.
    ps. In retrospect, when I got up and saw myself in the mirror (I am so fat) I realized the valkyrie was me. An aspect of myself, my projected double, something I created to get out without moving....
    And I think the dream sequence happened at the same time I was going through the gridlike structures, not before-and after. I was having a lot of bilocation and the only time I lost track of my body was when I was having the dream. Whatever that means.
    ps. ps. There was a moment, before I went into the dream (I think) that there was a bright light in the room. I opened my eyes (physical) and could see that the sun had come through the clouds, was coming in the window and reflected in a mirror and right into my eyes. I sat there with my eyes closed trying to adapt to the brightness, and phased right into the dream scenario. I don't remember if this was what caused me to go into the dream, or if it was already in progress when the light happened. For some reason this is foggy in my mind. There seems to be a problem with the logical sequence of events and the way I'm remembering it. Bilocation is my only answer to that.
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    The kids are back

    I decided to take a recliner-nap. I closed my eyes, fell asleep quickly, started dreaming of being in the house running around chasing my son who was getting into everything like a little kid (he is 10 and doesn't behave like that). Then there were two of him and I became lucid. I looked at him and said "You're supposed to be in school, you're even wearing your school shirt, and I don't remember going to pick you up. Who are you really?" When I said this he became two and all of a sudden I was back in my chair(paralyzed), with the original 'son' and the 'copy' behind me, and then they started to push the recliner like a wheelchair around the house, and I knew this wasn't right but couldn't move or see. So they do this when I ask the one in front of me who he is, since he can't be who he looks like. Then he dissappears first, then the one behind me and I stop hearing voices (all the time there were female voices around me, and the last one said "I give up" and then I started to 'come to', still paralyzed but the astral noise was gone. After a few seconds the voices came back and I asked the women's voices (two distinct ones, sounded nice) who were they, could they talk to me? One did and we 'chatted' a bit but I didn't get anything definite from her. Then I decided to project, and started floating, and went to a sitting position. But when I tried to get up, I fell back into my body and broke trance. I sat for a bit longer and attempted rope but didn't get any results (I have found that when rope works it works right away- if it doesn't upon awakening it's too late, have to go back to trance) and I gave up and woke up.
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    Projecting with kitty- I recommend it.

    I had lots of nightmares this am so decided to take a morning nap.
    As I drifted my girl cat jumped up in my lap. I decided to try to project with her, as she would be good to keep me from falling completely asleep. I created a wstein-style bubble around me (don't laugh) so I wouldn't drop her. I visualized a merkaba (or tried) so I'm not sure which one took, but I was safely enclosed in a sitting position and quickly took off. She kept moving in my lap keeping me half-awake at all times. Because of this it started out blind (too much body-awareness). I feel us going up, turning left, and going out that way until we went through the wall. Then we slowly floated about. I tried to get some speed but had little success. We then were floating about a beautiful prism-like environment- sort of like the gridlike pattern-planes I have seen before, but these were way more beautiful- They were crystalline- beautiful colors, and patterns, sort of like the lotus-in the middle in Robert's book, but the colors were different (and the patterns more irregular)-Fractal like- some colors were purplish and others were indescribable (like they don't exist in my waking perception) and I tried to go through some of the parts but had a hard time navigating. We were escorted and I believe Coco was a different being in the astral-not really cat, not really human- something else. We communicated telepathically and discussed what we were seeing. This was radically different to what I see, so I don't know if I was processing some stuff through her eyes. When we came back (the phone rang and it was time to get up) she was purring, and we stayed like that, sitting together for a while.
    I highly recommend projecting with your pet, if you can do it.
    She is now 2 1/2 years old, and much more mature. When she was younger this would have been impossible, as she used to jump on any part of my body I would do energy work in, so I always had to put her out of the room.
    It was a cool experience.

    Aunt Clair commented on this experience and likened it to the Jeweled Net of Indra
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    Low powered False awakening

    Last night I had that 'luminous' astral sight and I was seeing everything as through a kaleidoscope. Then I fell asleep. Got up at 4, tried to go back but was upset at something and couldn't go back. Soon it was time to get up, so I did, and after everyone was gone I decided to either project or nap in the recliner. It took me a while to settle down as the cats were extra obnoxious (but sweet) and insisted on giving me those massages I really love some other time. When I finally settled down I went into this paralyzed/dreamstate when I have body consciousness with me (like a blind/paralyzed OBE without exit). So I dream I'm getting up but am stumbling around like a drunk and can't open my eyes- so I'm stumbling around the house trying to open my eyes and can't. So I'm trying to go to the kitchen and get some coffee to wake up but can hardly move and it's agonizing and frustrating. I didn't have enough lucidity to know I was actually in the chair so kept struggling and trying to open my eyes to no avail. Then my grandfather (passed for over 20 years) was in the house and he was trying to show me something but I couldn't keep my eyes open to see whatever it was. At this time a flicker of lucidity showed up because I thought that he couldn't be here because he was dead, but it quickly passed and I went to desperately trying to move and open my eyes. This lasted about an hour and a half and now I'm really exhausted.
    It was exhausting, agonyzing (I was also hungry and couldn't get to food) and just downright frustrating.
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    I woke up with a headache so I took a couple of ibuprofen and saw my family off. Went to my recliner and took a nap. Had a dream about living on the beach, and then woke up. I realized that my astral legs were loose (a feeling I don't enjoy) so I decided to try the rope technique. After a few tugs I was going to give up when I lunged forward and went out of body, kind of floating around my room. There were many unpleasant voices and I decided to get out of there. A portal formed on the left side of my door (something, btw that never has happened before in this house but routinely did in my childhood home bedroom) and there were two beings at the opening. They were winged twodimensional looking cartoonlike beings (like little blobs with wings). I was about to avoid them when I realized they were taking me away from a hostile environment and I took one's 'hand' and I went through the hole which was a colored tunnel. I flew through it and could see the colors resolving into another array of planelike structures, much like a quilt, only the colors were muted (not spectacular like the last time) and much more geometrically arranged- so I flew around all the shapes clumsily, and decided to fly 'up', and went through some layers, and finally a barrier. I didn't want to give up, because I wanted to go somewhere to practice something (I wish I could remember what) but I couldn't go up. So I decided to gather speed, as flying sideways & back was easy, so I went backwards really fast, (at this point I started bilocating and knew the projection would end soon) and then changed directions (up) and then the same being as the original ones helped me go up and I went through the barrier. At this point I was bilocating and I could feel myself hovering over something and in my chair at the same time. I don't know what I was doing at that time but I believe I was practicing something or learning something. Then I decided to come down and felt myself falling rapidly, until I slammed down on the chair, and sat there for what seems like forever, since I had very little control of my body and couldn't move for the longest time, while at the same time I sort of hovered over and around it (as if I were steam around my body) this lasted for a while, but I finally gathered myself in by doing a 'centering meditation' and then it took a long while to open my eyes. They seemed glued shut, so I decided to change positions and bunch my legs up, and that seemed to get circulation going enough for me to start being able to open my eyes. Even after I got up and walked out of my room I still felt I wasn't 'entirely there' and wondered when I would completely return. I still feel half-here, and it's been like an hour now.
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