G'day,

I am sorry you are spiritually troubled.

My best advice is twofold.

Get a copy of my book, energy Work, and use its self healing methods, including energy work and affirmations. This will help engage your higher self in your healing.

I also suggest you go to Brazil and see John of God. I have sent many people there with similar problems and have had reports of good results.

See http://www.johnofgod-healing.com/

They also do some things from a distance.

robert