I plan to maintain a jounral here. Most of the experiences started in July 2008.

These two experiences were the oldest, one of the first OBEs that I later realized that they might be OBEs.

2/12/03

I woke up in the middle of the night and then fell back to sleep after like one hour and a half.

All of a sudden, I felt someone is making my hand banging on the bed. a strong current flow through my body. It lasted for probably minutes. It was so strong that I had to grab on to my bed or I would have certainly been carried away. And I heard the TV playing. but it's buzzing like a heavy metal band. I went out of my bed to check out what's going on, and I found myself floating, instead of walking. Everything looks vibrating.

I could see from the mirror that there were imagines on the TV but Chinese commercial was on. So I went to the living room but the TV was off. I could feel some energy in the room. I focused my attention and then saw a changing face forming. And then the light went on by itself. I went to turn it off but it stayed on. I felt somebody was in the living room. I looked into the living room and saw man’s clean jacket standing there and there was no head. I was terrified so I kneed down to say Buddha’s name very sincerely.

Then the semi invisible man came in to my bedroom. He made some sexual and aggressive move on me and said you can call me (a foreign name) I saw two girls outside the window doing something. I pointed to him “Look, there are two blonde girls there. Go talk to them.”

The whole time, there were Chinese music playing in the background. The whole time I am frightened but determined that I needed to deal with this with prayers.

When I woke up, I have never feel so peaceful and wonderful all over my body and soul, for three four days.


5/2/03

I had strong sensation while meditating in the morning. After going back to bed, within 10 or 20 minutes, I felt something in my body, which really scared me beacuse this had never happened to me. I tried to open my eyes but I could only crack open a little, and I saw the wall and the closet door. However my dream kept going. All a sudden, a very strong current flowed through me and out through my legs. It felt like very strong, fast electrical current. There was also sexual orgasm type of overwhelming sensation. Then my arms went another direction and seemed to be pulled by some strong forces.

I realized it while it happening the whole time and I felt I must direct my consciousness to some grace land. I seemed to come to a big auditorium with yellow curtain all over. I seemed to know that something was around me and I know I am going to find something when I open a door. I approached the door bravely and I tried to be brave and positive. I sensed and then saw that something powerful, God's light, was in front of me. So I traveled very fast, trying to catch the light in front ofme. Along the road, I also try to see who was in the same direction with me, and there were a few. A girl approached a guy that I would like to know.

Before the experience, I seemed to feel tired, but after that, I felt I am totally new, refreshing, energized, and loving. I look at my surrounding totally full of love and appreciation.