My first weird experience happened back in 08, shortly before the whole Blossom thing. It was during a false awakening. The room was dark as it should be because it was night. Two humanoid men were by my bedside. Basically they were asking me if I wanted to be an amabassador for the grays!!!! They point to my doorway, and there is a gray standing there. I'm terrified of him! I freak out! Tell them to all go away! They oblige, and after they leave me alone, I wake up.
Days after I was attempting to do some energy work before sleeping (sometimes it helps me with dream recall). But I'm falling asleep before I could finish it (oops). Next thing I remember,
I wake telling the aliens to leave my head alone!!
Except after saying that, I had no idea why I said that! Some memories start to come back to me as I lay back down. And I can vaguely remember that I didn't completely fall asleep. It felt like, little hands were manipulating my brow and crown chakra as I was drifting off, as if to continue my energy work. But the experience was uncomfortable. And there was this ringing in my ears that prevented me from falling asleep.
A few months later, I wonder if there was any truth to my experiences. Thanks to this other website I read - I got the impression you can
initiate mental contact with alien beings. Of course, the website also said you had to be in a deep meditative state. Oh well, I suck at that.
However, every now and then as I drift off to sleep I think "if there are any friendly and loving aliens out there, let me see your
space ship!"
And I fantasize about seeing an awesome glowing space ship now and then. Nothing happens and I fall asleep. One night, I was really excited for some stupid arse reason about flying in space. So excited I was anxious! My heart beat was pumping, there were butterflies in my stomach. This is ridiculous! I tell myself to stop daydreaming about space travel and just go to sleep. I relax, and go to sleep.
The HI's begin. They're random moving images. Just blurs. But after a while, in the center of the HI's was one image that wasn't moving. It was standing very still. It was a little gray. And he was staring right at me. It was enough to jolt me awake. The image of a gray still terrifies me!! I shake my head. And go back to sleep.
The HI's begin again. Random blurry images. Suddenly I notice a ball of light flying in from the right corner. The ball of light turns on it's axis and in a moment it blinds me. As if a helicoptor light had turned on you. The light was so intense I wanted to shield my eyes from it! It's when I see the pink of my eyelids illuminated by light, that I remember my eyes are already closed. So I open them instead. Just a dark room.
You know when you stare at the sun? And the light is so intense its a physical sensation? A tingling? That's what it was like. A very physical sensation of light. I investigate my room and confirm it wasn't a light from outside. The angle of my window and mirror and everything else was wrong.
I go back to sleep. Except theres no random HI's. I'm staring right at something. Except I don't understand it. There's these..buttons. And what looks like computer tech stuff. I float around in this HI a bit. It's a mechanical room. And circular. In the center there is something that reminds me of a telescope. But it's not a telescope. It's more complicated looking. And a very beautiful work of machinery..So...alien. Wait a minute! I look around me and think....Is this a UFO??
I open my eyes and end the experience. It was after all an HI, the entire time I could still feel myself on the bed. I kick myself later for being so chicken and ending the experience. It could have been an awesome lucid dream if I had just walked into the HI!
But, theres this nagging thought. What if these weren't just sleep paralysis's, or false awakenings and HIs? What if they were real? Thanks to all the astral alien discussions....I END the experience before I can find out if its real or not
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