so last night, i once again asked my guide to show me something i needed to grow, and i also asked if i could have some healing, if he felt i needed it.
i don't remember the dreams from the first two sleep cycles, but i remember waking early morning,about 6am and again making the request...
myself and a few friends were hanging out on the edge of a city.
we were in an area that was almost like a wasteland. gravel, wild grasses, and a bunch of disused looking buildings scattered around.
it was like the edge of an industrial area, kinda like an oil refinery, or something like that, think robocop death scene and you'll get the picture, but not so built up.
there were 5 or 6 of us, just hangin around, like we did as kids.
suddenly there was a flash in the distance, on the horizon.
we all looked, and pretty soon a huge mushroom cloud formed.
then we could see massive fires raging in that area.
as we watched, in the hazy distance, massive armed vehicles began to appear.
(this is a common thing in any of the dreams i have after asking for guidance. usually it's typical "motherships" overhead, or smaller "spacecraft", but often it takes the form of futuristic land vehicles or other aircraft.
they always start out distant and hazy, then get closer and the interesting stuff begins.)
at that point i became a little more lucid, recognizing that this dream was coming from a familiar source.
i felt no fear, knowing that. even tho it appeared our world, our country or whatever, was being invaded by violent means.
soon enough, a bunch of huge armed vehicles arrived at our location, and everyone started running in all directions.
i was in a central open gravel covered area. there was a huge vehicle, like a tank on steroids in front of me, and a smaller, but still huge, JCB/tractor type vehicle, with a big "shovel" on the front of it.
the JCB began chasing me around, trying to scoop me up. i ran around in a small circle, just out of reach enough to avoid it without getting tired.
it was kinda fun.
eventually i decided to stop, and they scooped me up, and one of the drivers said, "okay you, over there"
they dropped me off at the doorway to one of the buildings, where a bunch of army-type personnel began to pour out the door.
my friends had all been rounded up already. they were disappearing inside.
i stepped off and went into a room inside.
a woman said, in a quiet voice "stand there" pointing at the wall.
i decided to be an asshole, just for the fun of it.
"i don't understand you!" i shouted at her.
"stand over there" she said again.
"what?!! i don't know what you're saying!!"
then she got impatient, and called a very large man in to throw me roughly against the wall.
i was having fun but she wasn't standing for any of it.
she pulled out a large needle, and stuck it in my mouth. injecting my tongue, it became numb immediately.
i could still speak, but only just.
then she pulled out a different needle, and agin stuck it into my mouth, this time injecting the inside of my cheek, right at the back of my mouth.
i became unable to move very well. not paralyzed, just immobile. then i started to move backwards, the woman following me.
i asked her what she had injected, with my useless tongue, i could only kind of whisper it.
she seemed puzzled that i was asking.
i started to gesture with my hands, pointing to my eyes, then the needles, asking her to show me what it was.
she still seemed puzzled, but she showed me the second needle, which had a plastic gun shaped handle. i couldn't read the label, and was losing consciousness, so i just handed it back to her and allowed myself to relax...
then i woke up.
at first i didn't know what to make of this one.
then something happened this afternoon, that brought me back to the injection part of this dream.
i was sitting outside work, reading a book, The Toltec Path.
i can't remember specifically what it was that i read that triggered the memory of that moment of the dream, but i suddenly began to feel energy sensations in the sub-navel area.
a bubbling feeling, that lasted about 5 mins. very peculiar.
i must add that i've done no real energy work lately. i've mostly been focusing on the Monroe tapes, and while i have felt some energy sensations, i wouldn't say the focus has been on energy movement.
then i had a thought - was the injection part of the dream my interpretation of receiving some sort of healing?...
interesting..
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