I apprecaite all of the repsonses.
I wish I had noticed Robert Bruce responded to my earlier post. I eventually gave up on that and just went about actively trying to fix it myself before I even saw such a response.
I will respond to all of these as much as I can. Again, thank you for your help and concern. It means alot.
I have tried grounding extensively, and it does have a little effect of alleviating some of the pressure, but it doesn't stop the overall problem.Robert Bruce wrote:
by Robert Bruce on Sat May 30, 2009 1:16 pm
G'day,
I need more information on your history and current symptoms.
First and foremost, if you have any energy problems you need to shut down and ground.
I also suggest you get a checkup with your medical doctor, before you do anything else.
Many things will slow down the energy body. Heavier diet, etc.
Exercise to the point of exhaustion will completely shut down your energy body.
I'll say more when I hear back on your history and current symptoms.
Take care, Robert
Sitting on the ground especially seems to lossen up my energy just a tad, and allow more vital energies to flow back in.
This lasts about only as long as I remain on the ground though. Attemping to ground via visualization methods just seems to make things worse. Eventually my mind hits this sort of field, which when it feels me pinging it it retracts and moves.
When that occurs my ether gets even more bound up.
I have been to the doctor a few times, especially since the energy restrictions seem to be doing bad things to my heart. But the doctor has given me a clean bill of health. I exercise moderately and have a pretty normal diet.
I would very much like to get in touch with Robert Bruce, as I greatly respect his abilities. It's unfortunate I missed that post of his.
I'll PM a recent photo to anyone who's intrested. Also, my name is Joshua, if that helps you out. Just let me know about the photo. And again, I thank you for your help.Do you have a picture of yourself you could post?
I've thought about this issue for quite some time, and have done many different experiements to pinpoint what is happening.
Something seems to be affecting my tan tien and the corresponding power chakra on the back on a level I'm not aware of.
If I try to fix the problem too agressively I'll feel something I'm not controlling move, followed by a strange pinch, followed by further restriction of energy. The pinches quickly become bumps on the skin. As a matter of fact over the course of this these bumps have appeared over my entire body, spreading and moving as the problem does - and when an area collapses of energy a corresponding area of bumps go away. But instead of feeling clean and healthy , there just appears to be no energy getting there - good or bad. These areas ache duly, and sometimes are accompanied by sharp pain which can get pretty bad. All of my fingers on both hands have started to shake and wiggle somewhat randomly - which i have realized is caused by meridian shutdowns in correpsonding areas. It started with my pinky, but now the entire hand does it. If I hold out my fingers splayed, I cannot keep them still.
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