who is the "I"? (warning: long)

[ButterflyWoman]

I had meant to write back and thank you all for the feedback, but later that day I found out that a friend of mine killed himself the morning I wrote this.

I'm so sorry for your loss. Please accept a very genuine mama-style energy hug from me.

I've just felt poisoned by rage ever since.

Sending you love to help you get rid of that.