Ok, everytime I think about life, i get this sick feeling. I have no idea why, and that thought leads me into other thoughts like what if this was all a dream, and just bad thoughts. Another one is life has no purpose in the end. I hate thinking about these things. When I try to stop myself though its like I have this sick feeling in my stomach.

Ill keep you guys posted, and tell you some of the thoughts i have during the day.
But please someone snap me back to reality.