I suspect that a female friend of mine is psi-vampirisng me emotionally.
Here is a short case history:
We are close friends, and correspond regularly via mail. She has had problems with anxiety, depression and she has a strong sense of empathy. Her astrological profile is solar Aquarius with Mars, Moon, and Venus in Pisces, plus Neptune, Pluto and Uranus in Scorpio.
I have met her twice IRL and I find myself feeling that there is something is strange or odd about her.
We met via a internet community and corresponded intensely daily, several times a day.
Often I knew when she had mailed me and I could see her face before me.
After that we've had some emotional conflicts where she have been reluctant to have IRL or phone contact , as she's got a boyfriend, still she has several male friends in her hometown.
We gravitate to each other very much emotionally, but I often feel an intense pulsating or warm feeling in my heart chakra accompanied by warm feelings relating to her.
Sometimes I feel as if I have her inside me, or that she embraces me.
I had one intense experience where I felt her hugging and kissing me, probably a sort of OBE experience (she might have the ability to project).
These are spontaneous, but have similar empathic experiences in the morning, which I suspect are some form of energy vampiric manipulation. I don't feel drained, or depressed, but I suspect her of using our friendship as some sort/means of energy nourishment.
Any advice how to handle this situation? We never discuss paranormal matters, she is very rational and psychological, she has confessed of mastering social psychological skills and using them to manipulate men. I feel that she has feelings for me, more than friendly, but I find our friendship sometimes like we are soul-mates/twins and others times that she is emotionally very cold and condescending. She has confessed that she also sometimes feels a brother/sister closeness.
Bookmarks