CF's dream diary

**eyeoneblack** · 28th May 2013, 12:15 PM

Disneyworld, like the Emerald City, are fantasy havens where all is promised to be wonderful and questions/problems are resolved magically. This is nice to dream about but has no connection to reality. If you would have stayed with the dirty path you may have found some real answers. Counter-intuitive yes, but this theme recurs.
Stay with the program, unpleasant though it seems, and resolve to find your self again in the real world.
You know me - just reaching for the possible but unlikely thoughts.

Richard

**CFTraveler** · 29th May 2013, 11:49 AM

It's interesting that something noteworthy happened in Disneyland (in California) yesterday. Prob. a coincidence, but who knows.

A continuation of nightmares. I wonder how long these will last. This one was obviously TV inspired, as I saw something on TV that directly gave shape of this horror.
Basically we were in a meeting in which many of the parents were shooting each other, and I was attempting to protect my son without calling attention to his presence. Very stressful and movie-esque.
We actually got out alive after the meeting broke up, and I was considering going to someone I know for help when the alarm went off.
Weirdly, no cliff-hanger.

**CFTraveler** · 17th June 2013, 12:38 AM

Three dreams, one with mom.
She was telling me something, can't remember what.
In dream #2, I was getting ready to take a bath. Then I saw a small tropical fish floating in the air, and another one flopping on the bathroom floor. I picked him up and put him in the bathtub. I wondered if the bubbles in the water would hurt him, but I had no other option, this was where I had water. As I picked up small flopping fish (and observed them floating in the air) I realized they had to be coming from somewhere.
I looked 'behind' the wall, and discovered that there was a fish store (pet shop) next door on the other side of the wall, and there were many aquariums. Fish were jumping from the aquariums, would float in the air as if they were swimming, float through the wall, and at some point lose speed and fall on the floor. I wondered what I could do, besides rescuing them and putting them in my bathtub, to later return them to their tanks. I thought about why the tanks were not covered on the top, and soon woke up.
Don't remember one of the dreams, other than knowing about it.

**CFTraveler** · 17th June 2013, 02:41 PM

Two dreams. We were traveling around the middle east. Flying. My husband was flying a plane. We got to where we were going, and landed. We were joined with various people and we were split in two cars to get to our destination. My son was in the other car. The driver of my car (a local) could not keep up with the other car, and we soon lost it. None of us knew where we were going (apparently, not even the driver, although he belonged to whoever was in charge) and I remembered that I had my cellphone. I was going to call my son to have him ask the driver what road they were on (they went down under a bridge and we were on an overpass) but someone said they knew where we could meet. We then met and reunited, and talked about where we were supposed to go. (I knew when I woke up, but now it's fuzzy.) I went back to sleep, and woke up later with an interesting conversation between dream characters. They were discussing where and why they got split up and how they could improve communication in the future. I was just observing this conversation. It was obvious these were self-aware aspects that were discussing their role in the 'exercise'. It was interesting.

**CFTraveler** · 21st June 2013, 12:38 AM

The night before last, something about a vacation through a fantasy fairy land on a train, I jump on a giant tree off the train, followed by my husband and another person who I don't know but wasn't welcome.

I'm not sure this one was last night. Maybe an early one or one the night before I had forgotten about. We were acting in a play and at some point decided to take a break. There was a vending soda machine and I went to where there was a line in front of it. Approaching the end of the line I saw my dad, who gave me a kind of dry smile and didn't speak, just 'mentated' hi. I came to him and spoke to him. Upon awakening I had the impression it 'really' wasn't him, just some self aspect. But it sure was nice to see him, after all these years. (He passed in the eighties).

**CFTraveler** · 23rd June 2013, 10:46 PM

I'm not sure if this was a dream or a projection- but in the dream I was sleeping next to my "boyfriend" that looked somewhat different than in regular life. Something with the eyebrows. I was actually looking at both of us as we lay in bed, and saw the scene as if I were looking down from above us. When I woke up, we were in the same position as in the dream (and he's my hubby). So I don't know if regular dream or feedback.

**CFTraveler** · 4th July 2013, 03:58 AM

Last night. dream of being in a different version of my old house. We were visiting my brother, and people were planting trees in the middle of the road.

**CFTraveler** · 8th July 2013, 02:17 PM

Two or three dreams-
In the last one, I was watching a music video, in which an orthodox jewish man was singing and dancing (kind of like Matisyahu) but a hip-hop song. The tune was so catchy that I wrote it down, and it's still in my head. Also, the title of the song was "Thank You Baby" and it spoke of how she saved him from a very limited life. Oh, and his voice sounded a lot like Michael Bolton. It was very vivid, and it makes me think the song exists, as the production was very 'real'.

**eyeoneblack** · 8th July 2013, 07:30 PM

what a wonderful dream, so positive, so 'thank you baby' so encouraging.
I didn't realize you could write music on a staff! You are a mystery wrapped in a conundrum - love it!
Actually, more down to earth, you don't surprise me, because surprising me seems to be the norm.
Now I should consider the context of the dream.
Umm, it is full of symbolism, characterization, will take me a bit to get the heart of it - if ever I can. Ho Ho .