CF's dream diary

**CFTraveler** · 27th March 2014, 01:47 PM

I was in some sort of field trip to a dark and dreary place- like a picnic gone terribly wrong. It was dark (I suspect real time, as it was the early predawn) we were on a beach, but the water was dirty, there was garbage on the beach, and the kids did not look healthy. There was a lot of unpleasantness. I remember thinking "I've outgrown the desire to come to these things." and then, on the other side of the water, in what looked like some sort of platform, there was a bright explosion, and I, on the other side of the beach/water, could feel the searing heat on my skin. I told the people around me "we need to start running now" and as we ran, pieces of what looked like clothes fell behind us, amongst other flying metal projectiles. Once it was over, I made sure everyone was ok, and then started looking for my brother. Then I saw him in another part of the area we were taking cover in, and he was fine. Then the dream ended with a sound like a shot. I woke up. I think the sound was 'real' and woke me up. Don't know what it was.

**CFTraveler** · 31st March 2014, 05:15 PM

Last night when I went to bed everything felt wrong- I went to bed feeling the air was dark and as much as I tried to meditate on light, I could not visuallize or 'see' it (I usually light up when I meditate, not last night). I spent countless hours doing energy work in hopes that I could muster up some light, to dissipate the darkness that I felt hovering over me. At some point I went to sleep, but slept fitfully, and woke up every other hour, it seemed. Then in the early morning I attempted to look at hypnopomps to lull myself to sleep, and had a dream that was of a recurring theme- an ongoing dream I've had since around three years since my father passed away- In this dream he is back, has been dead and buried for three years, and has come back. It's a type of "parallel life" type of dream, because in it time passes equally 'here' and in dreamtime. In various other versions of this dream we usually elect not to talk about what happened when he was dead- we only talk about the present time in this other dreamtime. In previous dreams I have dreaded asking him how it was to have been 'dead' dead for three years- but never ask him, or he won't tell me. Last night I was very upset, because I wanted to know what he did in those three years- did he exist? Did he wake up one day in a reanimated body and just get up? How did it happen? The more I wanted to know the further from me he got, until I was very upset. It's not a new dream, but it ended differently than most other versions of it- I woke up afraid, not really knowing of what. I wasn't afraid of him, he was my dad, but I was afraid of what his being 'there' meant- or something. I woke up very afraid, and had to make myself go to sleep again.

**CFTraveler** · 1st May 2014, 08:33 PM

The dream started like a 'regular' dream about my life. Somewhere in the dream we ended up in one of the houses that I often dream about. Then all of a sudden we were in a totally different environment that 'turned' into a spaceship-type of environment, a sort of 'fading into' the spaceship- in this environment there were a bunch of us, in a holodeck-type environment, like a 'fake' house, and in this group, were three or four people I don't know, my husband and my son, and a man that looks like an actor I have seen on TV. In the 'holodeck' type of scenario, some of the technicians had messed up the gravity settings, and we started to float, until they fixed it. Then the actor sat with me and asked me to marry him. Then my husband and my son walked into the room, and I asked my son to sit with me, and he didn't want to and sat in another chair. Then my husband congratulated the actor for our engagement (I hadn't accepted) and my husband winked at me and whispered "you should marry him" and then I realized that in this reality my husband wasn't my husband, and we were sort of playing some role in 'this' reality but our relationship was different in that one.
Then I woke up. Or was woken up.

**CFTraveler** · 4th May 2014, 09:47 PM

A weird dream consisting of a sort of class, a ceremonial initiation, a 'return' of my 'powers' (levitation) and then when I thought it was over, more 'initiation', until I really woke up, wondering if it was over. It was weird.

**CFTraveler** · 7th May 2014, 07:44 PM

Some more weird-assed dreams. I was in some sort of lecture hall, and was going to give a lecture (about religion) when I suddenly started to levitate. I tried to stop it, concerned that it would freak people out and they would misunderstand, when I then went somewhere and got kidnapped by a terrorist for religious reasons. He told me that I was only a woman and was not fit to be a preacher, and proceeded to urinate on all the religious paraphernalia I had (which consisted of some sort of box that looked like one of those boxes they have in catholic altars, and some other receptacles. At that moment instead of fighting him (because he was crazy) I acted submissive and said something about 'emptying his chamberpot', I grabbbed one of the receptacles and somehow got out of the building he had held me in. I then flashed on a different environment and woke up quickly, with no resolution. (Escaping through waking up instead of escaping through escaping- was not satisfying.)

**CFTraveler** · 14th May 2014, 12:54 PM

Nightmare. Was at my grandparent's house, but it wasn't their 'real' house. It was kind of like a hotel, with bugs and hauntings. When I was there something tried to possess me, not like something coming in, but like someone invisible trying to grab my wrists to control me. I was pretending to be scared but wasn't- Then the entity tried to levitate me (horror-story style) so I let go and let it, and it all stopped. It was kind of stupid, I was more concerned about the bugs than the ghosts. I woke up kind of grossed out.

**CFTraveler** · 15th May 2014, 12:41 PM

UFO School- I am attending a class that is supposed to be about UFOs- I attend it because I'm curious what it's going to be about. In the hallway to the classroom there is a group that has congregated, waiting for class time. I lean against a wall with everyone else to wait. I observe a small group of guys that look like they came from a frathouse, and see how they're acting- chatting up girls. I get approached by a good looking guy and he starts to talk to me, asking me questions. I surmise that these 'leading' questions are either a way to see if I'm a 'believer'- it is apparent to me that the guy is perfecting a pickup line. Eventually he starts going on about recruiting for a 'voyage to his planet'- yes, he's trying to get me to his dorm room. As I can tell what he's up to, I already have answers (neutral, uncommitted) to his questions and when he finally gets around to trying to get me to his room I laugh and decline. He leaves, kind of good-naturedly. Then there are a group left (after the guys leave, taking their 'catch' with them) and I'm left with a small group of people. Then they start to leave. One portly young girl admires the shoes I'm wearing. I see there's a pile of shoes by the door, some left by the people that got 'abducted'. I give her my shoes and prepare to get my taichi slippers, when I notice there is only one and a half (someone had ripped it.) Even though there were other shoes there, I feel that the guy had ripped my slipper (although it makes no sense)and I proceed to make it through the campus without shoes. Then on the way I see my grandfather (not the one I dream about all the time) tending what looks like a water garden. He tells me to maneuver through the garden and I'll get through easily. I look at the bottom of the garden under the water and it looks like dog poop on the bottom. I tell him, and he said that sometimes dogs use the area as a toilet, it makes 'good fertilizer'. I am disgusted at this and decline the offer and go around the garden, and promptly wake up.

**CFTraveler** · 2nd June 2014, 04:21 PM

Dream: We were in a bar area, getting ready to go out: An old friend I used to go out with, an actress I don't know, and a performer I don't know. I then found my mother, went to introduce her to my 'actress friend', and she sort of ignored her. I then took my mother back to where we were, where my old friend mentioned "she had forgotten her seal " (she used to be a notary) and I woke up. Later in the morning I went to my recliner and had a short projection.

**CFTraveler** · 22nd June 2014, 05:21 PM

Dream within a dream
I was in a house where my son (who appeared younger) was at a party. They had gone somewhere (like a field trip) and I was left at the host's house. I got sleepy and closed my eyes, as in meditating.
After a while I began to have visual hallucinations, like the hypnopomps I used to get. They were of pieces of paper, like scrolls. I began to manipulate the visions, moving the papers, and for a bit I tried to invoke images in them, but it was too difficult, so I settled for turning and rotating the pages- playing with the pages themselves, not the content.
Then I woke up in the house, and the kids were back- the host (a man, the father of one of them) told me next year they would be going to India. When I expressed concern about the distance, he said that it would be only for a few hours, like a ride at a theme park.
I then woke up.
No hypnopomps, unfortunately.

**CFTraveler** · 29th June 2014, 04:26 PM

2 dreams.
1-I'll come back to it.
2-Was in another place like a resort and was given a"special" tea to drink. I was given a book that read like a primer, but the info in it was'secret' for me or an aspect. He gave me the tea with instructions. I downed the tea and woke up.