CF's dream diary

**CFTraveler** · 23rd February 2011, 02:43 PM

I think I spent a good deal of time last night either doing retrievals or learning how to do them. I woke up various times last night in the middle of different procedures, such as walking on the outskirts of a crowd 'feeling' for people's confusion, and talking to them, and I did this in various 'disaster' type scenarios, and I actually woke up during one of these 'drills'. It was weird, because I don't remember the details, but I do remember getting instruction on this.
I don't remember walking them anywhere, just approaching and talking, which is why I think that these were 'drills', and not actual scenarios. I hope this doesn't mean what I think it means.

**Korpo** · 23rd February 2011, 05:39 PM

I don't think it needs to mean anything bad (if I read you right). Accessing a recently deceased person through talking to them is already part of the retrieval process, encouraging their use of their inner senses so they might make contact to facilitators later on, I'd say.

Cheers,
Oliver

**CFTraveler** · 23rd February 2011, 08:25 PM

Originally Posted by Korpo

I don't think it needs to mean anything bad (if I read you right). Accessing a recently deceased person through talking to them is already part of the retrieval process, encouraging their use of their inner senses so they might make contact to facilitators later on, I'd say.

Cheers,
Oliver

Hey Oliver.
It just seemed that if I'm all of a sudden receiving instruction on retrievals in different scenarios it may mean that we're getting ready for a big 'event', and 'extra hands' may be needed for a mass movement of newly deceased. And that occurred to me as I was still half asleep.
So that's why I'm a bit alarmed.

**CFTraveler** · 1st March 2011, 04:57 PM

In this dream I was in a room with most of my family- mom, dad, grandmother, grandfather, and great-grandmother. (All deceased).
I was having this exchange with them when I slowly became lucid and realized, one by one that they were dead. I didn't get upset, but got curious as to why I was in a room with all of them. What got me upset was seeing my grandfather (the one I dream the most about) looking young, and wearing a thirties' type hat (like those that they use in barbershop quartets) complete with suspenders, and for some reason I asked him why he looked younger and why he was dressed like that. I was very angry at all of them for being dead. There was also something about my parents and my dad in particular- I think it's that I remembered to ask him something I've been meaning to ask him for years now and I always forget or am not lucid enough to remember that has mystified me. This time I remembered too late, and knew I was waking up and it pissed me off.
I may make it's own post to it, and maybe someone more learned than me (like Kurt, hint hint) may give me some insights.
When I do compose that post, I'll probably pm him for his insight, and I'll welcome anyone else's too.

**CFTraveler** · 3rd March 2011, 03:08 PM

This afternoon I attempted to meditate and ended up falling asleep in my chair. Then I ended up with a headache.

This morning I dreamed I was traveling with someone who took me to see a boy who was ill. I do not remember what the problem was, but it was explained to me that the root of his problem is that when she was pregnant or when he was an infant he heard his mother say something about it being the wrong time or just wrong, and he interpreted it as being unwanted, and this caused him to proceed to make himself die (or go away). We spoke to the child, (actually went back in his thoughts and witnessed what she said) explained to him that she was not talking about him, and that he did not have to 'go away', that she wanted him, and it was understood that he was healed or that he didn't have to continue to be ill.
Then I woke up, a few minutes before the alarm, and I lay there in my bed waiting to see what else I might see, but it was time to get up.

**CFTraveler** · 5th March 2011, 03:42 PM

I had an experience last night and I woke up hearing a voice tell me about something- I haven't remembered what it was about, other than it was about healing.

**CFTraveler** · 10th March 2011, 11:23 PM

I just remembered last night's dream (or this morning's)- it involved an older relative (my aunt). In the dream I had a message from her telling me to call her, and I was putting it off because of something I was doing, and I got a text saying 'urgent call titi T. immediately' and I woke up looking at the phone. Still looking at the message. Dang, and I just remembered it just now.

**CFTraveler** · 13th March 2011, 01:06 AM

Now I'm in a 'no-time' place, and I see my mom looking as she did when she was older. I exchange some thoughts and ideas with her, and then my dad appears and I talk to both of them. Then my uncle appears (he is recently deceased) and we talk a bit. As I awaken I worry about my aunt, who I dreamed about the night before (she is his widow).

**CFTraveler** · 17th March 2011, 01:45 PM

I am not sure if this was a dream or a projection with clickout- the reason is that I lay in bed and I immediately had exit sensations- the vertigo, whirling around and I could see myself leaving the earth- and then I passed out.
Later on in the early morning I was dreaming that I was with my father and a lady that was a teacher. She was telling me of a way of doing something, like distilling the personality of someone to get some of their qualities to come through without the entire personality. I think this was about mediumship, but everyone knows how wary I am of this. Yet, she was explaining how a personality is a 'data' type of component of a person and not really part of their essence, and how you can channel a personality while their essence can remain separate and discreet.
Then I was told that my son channels my father a lot (!) and then I saw myself sitting on a chair writing on paper, and my script was very different than my own handwriting- however, it was identical to my father's handwriting, who had a beautiful script, tilted to the right, which is rare for a left handed person.
I wondered if I was now channeling my father, as I was writing in this paper. But it was strange, because I was still me, there was no loss of continuity.
Then the alarm went off, and I pushed the delay, but I couldn't go back to the lesson.

**CFTraveler** · 20th March 2011, 08:13 PM

Another learning dream-
There was a classroom and I recognized a man that had been on a previous dream. I felt he was my husband (not the one I have now, lol) but he was in another group of four. There were four groups of four, and we were supposed to be paired off in such a way that each group would have two husbands and two wifes. I felt I should have been in the same group with the man that was supposed to be my husband but I wasn't, and this was disconcerting to me.
Then we were learning about some science lesson (not sure if it was chemistry or biology) that I was not practicing because I kept trying to end up in the same group as my 'husband'. Then there was the feeling that I was not completing the course because I couldn't remember doing any work in it. I felt like I had wasted my time 'not doing the work', and even though I was getting results I was not happy, because I didn't feel like I had done anything to deserve it.
I know what the last part of this is about, but not sure about the quatrads (or whatever they're called) and what they're about.
Also, there were rooms for each group which had four beds catercornered with each other to foam a square-shaped platform. Very architectural-looking.