What if you only saw self, or consciousness, wonder, or conception, in yourself? And, in turn, anyone else? I would be one to work through all of this "lead" that prevented the experience from quite materialising as "real life" in the first place.

A desired outcome: sex.

I believe a lot of alchemists (about half of them) forget the sexual urge in their works. They express secrets.
The divine sort of alchemist (here I identify) do sexy works whenever they might. They are secret.

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