I cleaned up my belief system and realized that I am God because that is the only way for a perfect God to perfectly understand me. I lost a lot of the fear, guilt and untruths from Judeo-Christian belief systems.

My belief system list is essentially empty besides knowing that auras and OBE's exist.

So now what is to prevent me or someone else from becoming a vengeful, wrathful God (Black Mage)?

As you say, God contains both good and bad, as represented by angels and demons, and the good and bad of people.

So why can't someone become a black mage (wrathful, vengeful God)?