The other morning when attempting to project, i had a kinda annoying experience. After about an hr of using the MAP Brainwave generator, i got frustrated, took off the headphones, and went to sleep. I was still in "meditation" mode and i noticed that i was in a light trance shortly after laying in my bed. I tried to flow with the weird floating sensations to get into full trance when the blackness of my mind started to swirl. Unlike my first projection, the swirl was black instead of white but i was extremely excited thinking i was about to project. "Falling" into the swirl, i opened my eyes in my friends house (thinking i was in the RTZ), excitedly i ran into my friends room to see if i could get him to notice me somehow. I grabbed his chair and slammed it into his desk and he woke up and freaked out! Still fully lucid at that point, i realized that he was in New York in real life not home, i also acknowledged that there was no way i should have been able to interact with the physical environment like that as well. As i realized this was a WILD (still cool but not as exciting!), the vivid imagery surrounding me began to fade and i got up from bed (never having been fully asleep).
Since this experience i have had another WILD using the same techniques (sans exit sensations both times) and i am worried that i am attempting to project the wrong way. To me, it seems as if i'm quite better at projecting further within myself (into the depths of my subconscious) than an astral/RTZ projection.
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