So much have cleared for me now.....In 2002 or 2003 when I met a shaman he said I must leave my belief...and I did...I was in meditation when Angles who was around me left me crying...I did not understand..I said...I am not in pain...why do you cry...I thought they where feeling sorry for me...they did questening..."why does she leave her belief"....this has stayed with me...but I did not leave my faith...but I did leave religion...because religion does box in...but faith does not...I am so happy to see this...or that I do see/feel it so clear now...I am sorry that I can´t put this in right word´s to be understood, but I wanted to share this with you all....This process did start when devil did give his input to my dream about he train...Thank you!!

Bless you all with love and faith.