Last night dreams did confirm that the top of the spiral is the bottom of next spiral...so my bottom is lifted up so to speak...and a new round start´s now from age 24...the dream was me trying to find a specific place but I did not find it...so I asked for help...but children all the time stopping me and crawing for attention....so this tell´s me that I have to be firm and not to fall for this attempt...my children are just fine...and it is my time now....I will help them more by taking care of my self now.