Its not a case that I dont have control over myself I m fully aware of what im doing in my dreams the majority of the time. Like I said before the viloence that i get in volved in is never started by me. Or I end up fighting to protect some one. Last night I had a long and very lucid dream. At one point i was walking dow a long hall that lead into a stair way. I saw a man beating up a child I ran over and beat the crap out of the guy. Later when ever I ran into poeple in the dream they remebered me helping the girl. Thier were alot of people around when I helped her y didnt they help her I dont know.
And as far as what regret I have none. And as far as what I want out of projection is to learn and meet poeple and help people. that and I love all living things and hope to be able to help beings other then humans.
IM NOT SOME CONFUSED SADIST I KNOW WHAT IM DOING.
I felt bad the one time about raping that girl.
My dreams are filled with other people doing derranged things and I also try to help the victems or people just come and pick fights with me.
I dont want to hurt anyone but people that deserve it.
And when I say people that deserve it I mean killers and sickos.
Almost every week I have atlest one or two dreams of me Killing pigs(disgusting people).
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