18/Jan/2013
First Aid For Car Crash Victim (A Test)

This one mainly is a dream with some semi-lucid insight and a 'false awakening' in it, so I can put it here. It is also highly significant (see analysis below).

First I dream that I am in a kind of workshop or sales depot for wooden furniture and I am looking for a new chair. But no chair really fits me. I then decide on one but am not really convinced. One of the sales persons of this sales depot is a former boss of mine, but he's somehow not interested in me. When I finally make up my mind which chair to take (still not really convinced) they all seem to be out on their lunch break or so.

Then there's a scene change and I am either driving or walking on the street where the university library is where I am going for learning for my Heilpraktiker studies a few times per week. (Btw: Fingers crossed: Two months only to go til the exam!). Before me I hear a short crash and then I see that a car (which acutally looks like my own!) has crashed somehow although there is no other car involved and one does not see with what it collided as it only stands half on the street and half on the lawn (of the university campus).

I get there without hesitation to help (I am alone) and see that the front side is crashed and there is a tyre broken, so maybe this was the reason. I open the driver's door but do not see anyone, it is also dark inside. Then I go around and open the passenger door and I then see a young guy with long hair and (iirc) a white shirt somehow lying across the two seats. I do not remember if he was jammed between steering wheel and seats in this wreckage.

I decide to pull him out first in order to then apply the usual first-aid chain of measures. But first, I address him. He seems conscious but 'groggy' and (of course) in distress as he is lying there on the front bench. So I ask him if he understands me and if he's injured and hurts somewhere. I then grab him and at this moment it changes: He smiles at me and grabs a doctor's reflex hammer from the dashboard and gives it to me.

I am then laughing too and - also a bit relieved - say: "Oh, this was not real!". As we both are laughing I take the tendon hammer from him while I wake up. But it is a false awakening and I am lying somhow in the sales depot again where I bought the chair, as if I had fallen asleep and been dreaming there about this crash. All that remains from the car crash scene is the reflex hammer which I still hold in my hand. But it starts to crumble into little tiny mechanic-metallic pieces then, such as washers, balls, screws, bolts. They then seem to turn to grey dust and disappear thus rinsing out of my hands. I put the rest of a few remaining metallic tiny pieces on a kind of bed stand next to my "bed" (or whatever I lie on) then, knowing well then that 'by morning' it all will have disappeared. Then I really woke up.

Comments / Afterthoughts

"Not real" meant it was a test. Definitely. I was called to help and had to react and I did it. Maybe my Higher Self tested me because I had decided the night before that meeting "it" will be my only target from now on (until I have success). I now finally want to meet my other incarnations on a NPMR destination I created for myself in the Astral. It's a beautiful place. So I went to bed with the constant intent to get there (visualising it) and affirmation of "Higher Self Now!". I also applied the Amethyst dangling above my head chakra, which always connects me to my HS (at least in dreams to get messages).

And indeed, not just the car looked like mine, but also the guy looked a little like the "young philosopher", one of the persons I met and assume to be parts of me. I 'met' him shortly in my "Puncture" vision and also in dreams. He was the guy that said the strange words "Humanity still lags so much behind in its development. It has not even reached 60 points of its potential on a scale of 700-800." to me before he vanished again.

It is also amazing that this dream used so many recent incidents and develpments in my physical life. I had indeed bought a new chair and was not satisfied with it recently. But here, maybe the chair(s) that did not fit anymore was about my old life / job, this would at least explain the presence of a previous boss who was indifferent towards me.

Moreover, I really bookmarked (on ebay) a reflex hammer only days ago for me online since I am now gradually beginning to gather equipment for my practice. Probably this symbolic act was a kind of encouragement to show me I am on my right path and will succeed (hopefully).

And indeed, there was also a car crash in front of the university I witnessed, not quite at the same location where it was in the dream but just another street around the corner. 2 weeks ago or so I was just going back from the refectory to the library when I heard a loud bang on the nearby street. I could not see it first due to some grassy hills, but as also a car-alarm went off I knew it had to be a crash. I then got there to see. Concededly I was a little afraid despite my training that I could do mistakes if there were injured and first-aid was needed. Fortunately there were no inuries, just property damage, and also other people already standing - not in any agitation at all. So I was a little relieved. Maybe even this was already a test for me in physical life? I could have chosen not do go at all but of course that was out of question, especially as I am trained now. Maybe the dream repeated this test now for me and I passed it and was given a message by being given the reflex hammer.

Another (additional) message could be that I could also choose (and I am considering this) to also become a first aid instructor which is another possibilty of self-employed work for me. There is an offer by a company looking for trained healing practicioners to work for them as freelancers.

Last not least, coincidentally (or not), I had a doctor's appointment today in order to get an attestation of health for my Heilpraktiker exam. Of course, during his routine checks he also used a reflex hammer on me then. I somehow had to stare at it and laugh when he performed his tests with it then.

I think I should buy one now. It's about high time anyway.