26/Jan/2013
Katja (Assistant Guide)
I come up to lucidity from a dream and am in sleep paralysis lying in my bed. My visuals however are a room I lived in when I was student in a shared flat with friends. It is dark or dim, at night.
I might have exchanged more words with her but what I remember of the talk is the following sentences. The voice is familiar. It is the whispering soft female voice I already know. So this is the conversation while I lay in this bed of the room of my past, as well as in SP in my bed:
She: "You can see me!" (repeated) "You can see me."
Me: "Yeah? I'll try. Ok."
(Stretching my head I see her then)
Me (difficulties): "What is your name?"
She: "Katja."
Me: "Are you one of the Reconnective healer teachers?"
Two very notable phenomena during this conversation:
First, I simultaneously feel in my physical body a goosebump / shiver crawling up the skin (or spine) of my lower to the middle back. More on this below as this is VERY significant - literally.
Second, in order to see her, I lift my head with difficulty and see a woman's shape sitting in the half-dark at a few steps away from my bed. First I do not see her face because it is so dark (and a little 'spooky' too, concededly). Then for a short blip of a second, I recognize her face out of the dark room smiling at me. I try to articulate another question but I have a hard time speaking as my speech organs seem paralysed.
Then I wake up and cannot get / await an answer.
Comments / Afterthoughts
I think I have met her before. Her face was familiar, too, so I believe. She is the one I have already been flying outside my portal over the city (hand in hand), e.g. in this lucidventure here, where both fit: first the voice and later the flight over the city. Funny how she told me then she'd been "on vacation" for a while.
And yes, it was indeed again the woman I called "Whisper-Lady" whose nice whispery voice I could actually 'hear' a lot (with my ears / brain / acoustic nerve) during many blind exits. It is still hard to differentiate her from Gálaca, as they might look a little alike. Katja's hair is darker, Gálaca is more fair or brown-haired. Or maybe I mis"heard" Kaja for Gálaca? Still a possibilty. Anyway, if they are different, both are quite pretty alike.Originally Posted by Volgerle
I get out with a helper's hand but first see nothing again. I then hear her familiar voice. It is the same whispering soft female voice of the same helper I heard before. I did, however, this time not understand what she told me.
Then it seems I managed the exit again and the next I remember is that we were flying (as usual hand in hand) over the city. I look at the brunette girl and ask her if she is Gálaca, although I am sure it is another one. She says (as expected) "no". I then ask her for her name. A surprising answer comes:
"Nonsense."I guess that wasn't her name but rather referred to my question.
She then also tells me that she had not been 'on duty' for a while as she was 'on sick leave'.
(...)
I don't remember if it was another projection (semi-lucid) or just a dream. Anyway, there is coherence since it was immediately after Part1 and this same 'nonsense'-helper girl that was flying with me was now sitting next to me while I was lying in the bed in a hospital room. She smiles. (...) Somehow, 'nurse 1' (the brunette, 'nonsense') is the one whose whispering voice I heard many times before in 'blind exits' but it is not Gálaca. Her 'sick leave' - could it have been a leave from her job where she is attending to the sick (as a nurse?). Or did she just have a vacation in order to concentrate on other projects? Something like that, I guess. Definitely, there was again a lot of miscommunication and misinterpretation from my side.
My helpers (some of them appear as nurses and monks ...) are consistent, but they keep taking turns, it's like they're working in shifts.
Don't know why I asked for for Reconnetion healing teacher this time. Maybe I had done this before, but this time I had asked yesterday to be constantly sent a kind of assistant guide, but not my main guide necessarily. Rather s.o. to be "delegated" for some basic or 'dirty work' who would be willing to assist me in my data gathering attempts - e.g. for remote viewing (see thread) and past life or any other Akashic data. And this also by making use of the clairaudient etheric method I am currently trying to develop.
When I asked for the assistant during meditation the day before I also was asking to be given a body sign (e.g. a touch, or sting, or twitch) to recognise this specific guide. I then felt exactly what I felt during the sleep paralysis: the goosebump / shiver crawling up the skin of my lower to the middle back.
My voice organ not working was of course due to my mind-split and felt sleep paralysis. I heard with my ears (or brain) and thus it seems I wanted to speak with my physical organs of speech (mouth, vocal chord, larynx) too - which of course did not work due to the SP. Not the first time this happens in the obvious borderline state between "etheric" and "physical" for me. But I need this state as I want to use it for my new technique.
Wow, this is amazing. So it's several corroborating confirmations for me that it's the same person once again:
1. the specific (agreed upon?) goosebumps as a 'recognition signal' given by her,
2. her face/looks,
3. the "in-ear" voice which is very very unique and recognisable,
4. the coming together of 2. and 3. e.g. as in the quoted lucidventure above (first hearing / then seeing her).
I consider Katja now being a specific guide (probably an apprentice?) assigned to me for helping me developing any of my projection capabilities. It seems that she was the one who most often helped me out anyway already in the past. I'll address her more directly from now on.
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