Perineum Pain Carried Over?
So over the last year or so I've slowly been leaving my body spontaneously which started after an increase in lucid dreams. Once I was over the initial shock and fear which kept me (willing myself back into my body), I realized I could "JUMP" past my roof into different dream-like places (which I've always assumed is the astral). These have been some of the most amazing experiences of my life. However, there's one incident that started months ago that has me a bit worried. I decided I would go up to see if I could look at the Earth from space. I did so but was completely distracted with how amazing space was. There was this star/light thing which I intuitively felt was holy somehow. There's no other word for it. I went closer and closer to it and then I felt a pressure in my perineum. I slowly went back down and the pain decreased until I re-entered my body, which upon awakening was completely gone. Time went by and I've had many amazing experiences; sometimes solo, sometimes with dolphins or beings I call "the violet choir". But the pressure would increase a bit everytime and I'd re-enter my body to no pain at all. This got worse and worse and turned into pain until I'd have to will myself into my body to make it stop. The pain was somehow in my astral body but not in my physical body, so realigning to the physical seemed to make it disappear. Then my very last astral experience I remember I started singing, like this weird non-word harmonic, almost angelically. I felt hands starting to lift me up and the perineum pain started to become excruciating as I kept getting higher. I willed myself into my body to make it stop, and about an hour my perineum started aching. I haven't astral projected since, but the pain has become so excruciating at times and has spread to the base of my spine. I realize that this is all root chakra related. I've tried everything I can think of. I've tried Reiki, shamanic extractions, crystal therapy, traditional root mantras and mudras, guided chakra meditations, everything. It's just not going away.
Has anyone ever heard of this? Anyone have any insight or advice? It's something that I can't talk to people I know about without them looking at me like I'm insane.
“Warriors of light are not perfect.Their beauty lies in accepting this fact and still desiring to grow and to learn.”
― Paulo Coehlo
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