*Note to anyone reading my journal - I am using my journal to note down things that I can't explain and would like some insight on. I am very inexperienced compared to others on this forum, so my stories may be mundane compared to others but nonetheless interesting enough to me / for me / to log so I remember them in the future I am doing it also so that if my children have experiences in the future it might help them to read this and to explore the forum to know that others experience the same things