Sinera. CEASE???
Am slowly working my way through your journal and it's so inspiring I want to remind you what you posted on 6th August.
"BRING IT ON ". path of warrier for 2-3 years.!!!
Go and suck your thumb for a couple of weeks then get back out there.
Come to think of it,should your 'helpers' come to get you what will you say.
Not coming..go away.. .