Just want to add, had to finish last post early as hubby came back from shopping ( so quickly posted.).
I take on board that I am learning , so when I post what I experience I am open to experienced person's interpretation whether on this board or from Authors.
There comes a time after so much that I feel I can take a decision that may not go with what may seem the common interpretation .
I am still open to what I experienced in my recent journal, but looked for an acceptable explanation as authors have understood to be their interpretation.
I am 50/50
So the more I read your journal the more I am seeing a resemblance.
I agree with the eyes of what you thought to be Aliens as not being so prominent as depicted in photographs.
In fact I perceived the jaw line to be a little wider than ours.
Dare I tell you about an experience I haven't dared post where they took the shape of their body in what looked like dark shiny suites as if defending an astral plane.
I'll stop there but can you see why you need to just take a break as CF Traveller suggests ,then get back out there.