Hi Aunt Claire,

You write about spiritually retarded...so I must be one of them...I have tried so many time´s to have a teacher...and what happens is that I get such a Deep anziety so I can´t live in my skin...I feel more confortable without a teacher...and like follow guidance like from this site...and do meditation what feel´s good and right...I do be diciplined when that is needed...but I can also be more free...to get too "diciplined" can be a trap too...I Think one must be flexible...and free...but hard working and wanting evolve and learn and purifye and clinse both inner and outer...by good deed´s and thoughts...

So what do you say about this??

Love
ia