-d contacted me again today just now! he is getting anxious,i feel it,and feeling shy but trying to hold on to me
-the peppermint latte igot today. tasted like winter and gave me a major mood and energy boost
-being young
-cardio session and that i now do longer session then one month ago
-embracing the dark
-getting a new hat for winter today
-getting potatoes for dinner today and the awesome no chicken noodle soup i am going to have with it tonight!
-techno music for making me want to dance and getting me focused
-getting some work done today and feeling productive. heck yes. and feeling like i am in the mood to do more later tonight.
-feeling energetic today and good
-my beauty and feeling more confident about my looks today
-my shoes i wore today. comfy but give me a little height
-feeling like i got more looks while out today
-feeling loving
-love songs
-feeling like going out and having fun and going clubbing soon
-my winter coat
-how big my eyes are
-getting confident and decisive
-how amazing my hair is
-that i get to go tanning this coming week again and feeling less nervous about it
-my online blogging. it really helped me feel better
-my space feeling clean and organized making my mind feel organized
-knee high socks. for keeping me warm and looking cute
-being able to smile at silly d's games
-all the apps on my phone now
-how damn amazing my best friend is
-confiding in best friend were both having hard times and we need to start working together and pulling together to get rid of the block we've been having
-waking up feeling warm and cozy
-the sun
-deciding i'm going to go out and get some night sky tonight no matter how cold it is
-pictures
-dreams
-lovely thoughts
-feeling good
-trying hard but not too hard to keep my thoughts really positive now and remembering I create my reality
-just knowing sometimes
-destiny and the magic of life
-how damn good things are about to get i feel it
-the realizations,epiphanies that come from the depths of my pain that allow me to turn it around
-some great new submissions that are coming in that i feel may because of my instagram efforts
-feeling so feminine
-realizing how much of a spark there really has been with d this whole time,and seeing things differently with how he sees me and how things could go with us,what kind of person he is,how he wants to be,etc,etc the fact that something already happened in october,and changed us both and isn't just something that can be ignored. a connection was forged. a spark ignited. buttons pushed. mutual attraction confirmed.
-dancing
-my flexibility
-yoga
-my rebounder
-my child like side and realizing that's exactly how d sees me and wants to treat me
-realizing last night i really need to get it together and make more things happen! but from a feminine perspective of allowing mixed with inspired action.
-being forgiving of a wandering mind and knowing when i do my alternative healing meditation that's going to fix a lot of that up for me
-rose water atomizer
-relaxing
-trusting
-reassurances i give to myself
-embracing my pain
-being real
-my ideas
-chocolate