-love songs
-coffee
-water
-doing what's right for me and canceling on B and canceling request on facebook to D. letting go and moving forward
-knowing D will be back around because i'm me and that his actions are only telling his feelings must have been deep. he always did seem more sensitive then other guys when i trace our history of how he's been and his moodiness and games he's played
-something kind of weird happening today but not assuming and being rational about it
-forgiving myself for mistakes and vices and still improving myself
-business partner being back at it and very chatty and working a lot which is really helping me right now and getting a lot of work put out there and laughing at a line from one project which was perfect and decided is D and how much i want i want to say that to him
-being a romantic,and feelings person and not feeling ashamed for it
-art
-knowing my positive qualities and wanting to seek out others who appreciate them such as my loyalty,high tolerance,nonjudgmental,being very accepting,always there to talk when others need it,and help them be positive about it,etc,etci may have my wrongs,but i know my good sides,too
-being high end and working in a high end industry
-art
-fashion
-models
-attractive people
-feeling positive for some reason
-feeling anger last night and earlier today. an essential stage to moving on
-positive signs
-a perfect quote at perfect timing i related to the D situation about being tested when your close to something and to persevere
-deciding to surrender and trust that even things seeming to not go well are part of a plan to bring me closer to my desires and to trust life
-feeling comfortable
-meditation
-thinking about D and chatting about him to business partner and realizing who he is,he'll be back around,he's just a weird person
-being easy on myself
-things getting done
-workout clothing
-indian food
-being ok with myself,my mistakes,and loving myself even in my vulnerabilities
-things seeming easier and more do-able
-the holidays being over
-having it together,ok with imperfection and being rational but still a little silly but just not getting carried away with it
-practicing non-thinking and clear mindedness in the moment
-my best friend
-beauty
-inspiration
-warmth from others
-good vibes
-practicing being love myself
-heart chakra music which took me to the next stage to get to anger
-the beauty of space,because if D and i do talk again,i think we'd only be stronger from this
-coming back to myself more and more,being grounded
-feeling love
-appreciating kindness from others..and getting it at the most random of times,i guess sometimes the universe knows when you need it,and sometimes universe thinks you need to not have it
-feeling an intense oneness with life,and others and that all is well,and going to be ok and that we are all characters in a play
-feeling my worth,and importance
-the wonderful going on in my career and appreciating what i do have going for me versus what isn't quite there yet
-infusing myself with the feelings i want to feel
-love